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so...i just checked my email after having been home for like 2 hours and been online for about an hour. waiting for me was an email from columbia university. they sent my rejection letter right to my email. sweet. i feel like a major dumbass. not going to lie.
what a sweet day. we lost to edgewater tonite as well. im really really pissed about that. played 3 out of 4 quarters. after the first quarter, the score was 1-0 edgewater. 2nd quarter: 4-1 edgewater. 3rd quarter: 5-5. i thught i was going to vomit from excitement. 4th quarter and final score: 10-5. they scored 5 goals in the 4th quarter on man ups we couldnt guard. fucking bullshit. its not like they scored on breakaways. they were all pressured shots like before, only the shots were perfect. not enough pressure i guess. we got morgan gamed for the first time in my highschool career. stupid bitch. (edgewaters #1 player). but we played so damn well to have lost that game. it was like a tug of war. and they were so cocky too. i hope we made them shit their suits...bc we almost beat them. or at least gave them a damn good scare. random...but i have this really weird welt thats throbing on my wrist...and my shoulder is all bruised from being kicked in the rotator cuff. eh... the boys lost as well. that game was ridiculous...coach took dave out of goal and put him in the field for more offensive power. obviously coach is retarded bc if he knew anything he'd know edgewater guys never miss, that dave is a much stronger goalie than tj, and that DEFENSE, NOT OFFENSE wins games. tj tried so hard, but dave was what they needed. the final score was like 15-9 i think. it was disappointed bc edgewater lost to dp, who beat our guys...so i dunno. it should have been a more evenly matched game. if it werent for the 3 ft end of the pool where the guys were pushing off illegally...myabe it would have been. half those edgewater shots wouldnt have gone in had they not had a little push, if u know what i mean. sigh.
got starbucks with nick after the game. left his phone in my car. didnt know this. freaking out when dave calls me asking if i knew where he was, bc he hadnt picked up his phone. so i start claling nicks phone to see if hes alright (he had major chlorine eyes and could barely see when i left him so i had been worried to begin with). i get home, and go to get my bag out of the front seat and his phone is laying there on the floor with 7 missed calls bc it was on silent. ah. i swear that almost gave me a freakin heart attack.
jumping back a day...yesterday was actually pretty sweet now that i think about it. the girls decorated the shirts i tie dyed before practice, and i got permission from kane to wear them to school today for our edgewater game. and i think it really helped the whole team bonding thing and getting everyone hyped about playing as a team...bc we really did play phenomenally (sp?) and the attitude was much more positive. it was funny seeing all the girls struttting around in their shirts. i had so many people come up and be like...dude...sweet shirts! or whatever. everyone even wanted to wear them tomorrow...but ill have to check about wearing them again for another game...dont want to assume and make an ass out of u and me. sorry...corny.
but yea. we have another game against cypress creek tomorrow. which is going to be interesting considering they murdered edgewater and are undefeated. oh, and did i mention that bc we lost tonight, we have to play our old friends, winter park in districts. its like winning a fucking lottery, man. im still excited about tomorrow tho. if we came so close to beating edgewater tonite, we can do it again tomorrow. same defense, stronger offense. i think we might have a shot to at least give them a run for their money.
am supposed to work saturday and sunday. have practice sat. from 11-1. work from sometime after that until hopefully 5. work on sunday from 12-6. and somewhere in between must type summaries and character analysis of 6 plays and 6 novels for saulpaul on monday. im actually supposed to be studying for bio right now. 5 chapter unit test tomorrow. so funny. my eyes so blurry from chlorine if i try to move them to read, i start crying. still havent heard from cornell, and william and mary. or from umich since i got deferred. if i got rejected from columbia, cornell is pretty much a given. wanna see if i get into w&m though. just for kicks. i am seriously (i kno i say this alot, but this time i mean it so i need help) thinking of quiting my job. kevin already told me hes leaving in may to work at sea world. and with polo, i just cant do it anymore. im so tired from practice and games, and insane amounts of hw and stress. im tired of it. i hate my boss. and i feel like i am wasting my life. i want to quit and get a volunteer job at give kids the world. have yet to actually put that plan into action, but it is what i want to do. my mom said we would talk about what to do with the osc tomorrow night after my game. i need to get it over with and quit. i never get to see my friends outside of school anymore. or even my bf. and we only have maybe 2 more months of school, 4 more total if u count the summer. i dont want to waste any of it worrying about making money. ive saved my money. now i want to have fun.
anyways, this has rambled on for far too long, and my eyes hurt so bad. going to go ice my shoulder and sleep i think...god speed.
peace&love.
what a sweet day. we lost to edgewater tonite as well. im really really pissed about that. played 3 out of 4 quarters. after the first quarter, the score was 1-0 edgewater. 2nd quarter: 4-1 edgewater. 3rd quarter: 5-5. i thught i was going to vomit from excitement. 4th quarter and final score: 10-5. they scored 5 goals in the 4th quarter on man ups we couldnt guard. fucking bullshit. its not like they scored on breakaways. they were all pressured shots like before, only the shots were perfect. not enough pressure i guess. we got morgan gamed for the first time in my highschool career. stupid bitch. (edgewaters #1 player). but we played so damn well to have lost that game. it was like a tug of war. and they were so cocky too. i hope we made them shit their suits...bc we almost beat them. or at least gave them a damn good scare. random...but i have this really weird welt thats throbing on my wrist...and my shoulder is all bruised from being kicked in the rotator cuff. eh... the boys lost as well. that game was ridiculous...coach took dave out of goal and put him in the field for more offensive power. obviously coach is retarded bc if he knew anything he'd know edgewater guys never miss, that dave is a much stronger goalie than tj, and that DEFENSE, NOT OFFENSE wins games. tj tried so hard, but dave was what they needed. the final score was like 15-9 i think. it was disappointed bc edgewater lost to dp, who beat our guys...so i dunno. it should have been a more evenly matched game. if it werent for the 3 ft end of the pool where the guys were pushing off illegally...myabe it would have been. half those edgewater shots wouldnt have gone in had they not had a little push, if u know what i mean. sigh.
got starbucks with nick after the game. left his phone in my car. didnt know this. freaking out when dave calls me asking if i knew where he was, bc he hadnt picked up his phone. so i start claling nicks phone to see if hes alright (he had major chlorine eyes and could barely see when i left him so i had been worried to begin with). i get home, and go to get my bag out of the front seat and his phone is laying there on the floor with 7 missed calls bc it was on silent. ah. i swear that almost gave me a freakin heart attack.
jumping back a day...yesterday was actually pretty sweet now that i think about it. the girls decorated the shirts i tie dyed before practice, and i got permission from kane to wear them to school today for our edgewater game. and i think it really helped the whole team bonding thing and getting everyone hyped about playing as a team...bc we really did play phenomenally (sp?) and the attitude was much more positive. it was funny seeing all the girls struttting around in their shirts. i had so many people come up and be like...dude...sweet shirts! or whatever. everyone even wanted to wear them tomorrow...but ill have to check about wearing them again for another game...dont want to assume and make an ass out of u and me. sorry...corny.
but yea. we have another game against cypress creek tomorrow. which is going to be interesting considering they murdered edgewater and are undefeated. oh, and did i mention that bc we lost tonight, we have to play our old friends, winter park in districts. its like winning a fucking lottery, man. im still excited about tomorrow tho. if we came so close to beating edgewater tonite, we can do it again tomorrow. same defense, stronger offense. i think we might have a shot to at least give them a run for their money.
am supposed to work saturday and sunday. have practice sat. from 11-1. work from sometime after that until hopefully 5. work on sunday from 12-6. and somewhere in between must type summaries and character analysis of 6 plays and 6 novels for saulpaul on monday. im actually supposed to be studying for bio right now. 5 chapter unit test tomorrow. so funny. my eyes so blurry from chlorine if i try to move them to read, i start crying. still havent heard from cornell, and william and mary. or from umich since i got deferred. if i got rejected from columbia, cornell is pretty much a given. wanna see if i get into w&m though. just for kicks. i am seriously (i kno i say this alot, but this time i mean it so i need help) thinking of quiting my job. kevin already told me hes leaving in may to work at sea world. and with polo, i just cant do it anymore. im so tired from practice and games, and insane amounts of hw and stress. im tired of it. i hate my boss. and i feel like i am wasting my life. i want to quit and get a volunteer job at give kids the world. have yet to actually put that plan into action, but it is what i want to do. my mom said we would talk about what to do with the osc tomorrow night after my game. i need to get it over with and quit. i never get to see my friends outside of school anymore. or even my bf. and we only have maybe 2 more months of school, 4 more total if u count the summer. i dont want to waste any of it worrying about making money. ive saved my money. now i want to have fun.
anyways, this has rambled on for far too long, and my eyes hurt so bad. going to go ice my shoulder and sleep i think...god speed.
peace&love.