Jan 02, 2011 02:20
Well, I'm still lonely and definitely single now but okay I guess. Not great. I am feeling more like I want to get out of here as quickly as possible. I want to spend time at my parents' not paying rent. I want to visit people in Ontario. I want to apply to teach in South Korea and do that so I can pay off my student loan before I pay too much interest. Then I can also save up enough money to come back to Europe in a couple years. I miss spending time with women. Somehow that doesn't happen enough. Between Christmas and New Year's is even harder because people are gone elsewhere. I don't have enough friends here. It's easy enough for me to meet people and that's enough when I first get to a new place but after a bit I need dependable friends. Also maybe to not date anyone for a long time. The highs are really great but the lows are terrible. But I will be here till the end of January I think so I'd better enjoy it.