Oct 07, 2004 18:11
nobody makes me feel the way he does.. and nobody ever will.
crazy little thing called love.. its got me all sorts of fucked up
i cant keep going on like this...
comparing every guy to him.
because nobody is going to live up to him.. its impossible
*thirtyseven*
AHHH MIXED EMOTIONS LIKE CRAZY!!... i cant wait to see him tomorrow.. but im scared everything is gona go bad.. i havent seen him since over the summer when i told him i wasnt in love with him anymore... alls we have done is fight back and forth for the past like 4months.. but the past few weeks have been semi-good.. we actually talk like we used to. i love it. and i love him.. but i know nothing will ever work. so i really gota not compare every guy i meet at school to him. bc thats just not fair... im never gona be happy with him in my life.. and im never gona be happy without him in my life. funny how things work