we are finding out whats true.

[lyndloujo]

truthfully I really cant explain.
im floating.
im smiling again.
suprise.
cause you showed up with your parachute.
thank you for showing up.
im finding out whats you.

its now snowing outside.
i've walked for awhile. now im home.
okay soo i've gone a little insane lately.
being with kids everyday is super intense.
it really makes you wonder what life is about.
kids grow to adults.
adults grow into responsibility.
and then responsibility just dies.
i dont get it.
i really dont.
its so confusing.
ohhh well.
i'll just forget about it and continue .

this weekend shall be very very lonely.
extremely lonely. just me and the dorm.
me and the dorm.
what could i do?
too bad i dont got any paint.