ugh!
Man I'm so fucking tired I'm gonna go to bed after I write in here I think. I'm also very mad cause I haven't heard from my husband in like 4 going on 5 days now and it really pisses me off. I write him long ass letters about how my day is or what not. Also I have questions I ask him which when he does write me he NEVER answers!!! Oh well, if I do somthing financily w/o him telling me otherwise that will not be my fault cause I asked but no reply. Ugh i'm in a really pissy mood it's making me angry. I hate being mad and very little thing pissis me off. It's no ones fault but mine. I just wish I didn't feel this way. I got not ONE e-mail tody not ONE!!! I wonder where all my friends are. I know Wendi is at work, Laura is w/Joe, the guys on the boat NEVER write me unless I write them FIRST. Then I only get a reply. They wont write unless they're written to. That makes me so mad just so angry I don't get one e-mail from them or from Adam it pisses me OFF!ugh! GOODNIGHT....who needs them anywaz. I do but me ranting and raving wont help. :(