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[lynders]

I hurt a friend doing something a friend would do but I guess it didn't seem like a friend thing to her. I hate when I express my feelings which people ask me to do but they get put down or people can't handle it

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yeah, hmm. I don't have much to say about that. I'm sorry you feel that way. I wish it could be different.
If you don't want to hear it, I won't talk.

I wish I didn't have to defend myself against all three of you, but that's the way it goes I guess. Too bad Laura can't see what's so obvious to everybody else...anyway, I'm not going to lose my friendship with you or Jennie over Joe. If Jennie wants to be nasty with me just because I won't say what he's said, that's her problem. I really don't know what to do, Lynda!!! I realize you don't like him, and I won't talk about him. I realize Jennie and Wendi don't like him, but I haven't seen him do anything that would make me think any differently of him. No, I don't know what he said about me, and possibly if I did, that would make a difference. I don't know. But, if I shut up about him, and you shut up about him and we just ignore that whole thing, would anything get any better? who knows. Anyway, while everybody is "cleansing" themeselves of Joe, I'm going to shut up so we can talk about other, less upsetting topics. Shall we?

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[lynders]

ok i'm not mad at you hon and neither is Jennie esspesally Wendi. My journal entry was just my last bit of anger. Just cause i don't want to hear about Joe doesn't mean we still can't talk. And yes i think not talking about him or just ingoring this will help...at least it'll help me. I dont' want this to keep going around and around. I hear what i hear so I guess i dont' have much to say about Joe. Only what i hear and what I saw. And what he said about you isn't that bad anywaz cause he's doing what he said he would do and that was to talk to you to see if he can find your true personality. I'm finish with this that's fine you talk to Joe I dont' care and you know what I don't care if you talk to me about it. I'd rather have you as a friend then to argue over this. Like I said I"M not pissed at you. god I'm having a fucked up day. i just wish you were here.