not feeling well
drove home in the rain last night and sat in traffic for 80mins preoccupied by my tummy ache and then i cried. i felt all fuzzy and like my head was all clouded over and i could not concentrate on anything but my thougths were really loud and fast in my head so that i could see them and i wanted it to stop. i came home and put my pj's on a cried some more with my head on the table and my sister went to the shop and came home with fuzzy water, soup, jelly babies and things to cheer me up and make me feel better.
feeling a bit better but not awesome so after getting up at 6:20 i decided to not got to work but go back to bed for another 4 hours. now i am going to lay on the floor and watch movies