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Nov 05, 2005 22:41

DisorderRatingParanoid Personality Disorder:LowSchizoid Personality Disorder:ModerateSchizotypal Personality Disorder:ModerateAntisocial Personality Disorder:LowBorderline Personality Disorder:Very HighHistrionic Personality Disorder:ModerateNarcissistic Personality Disorder:HighAvoidant Personality Disorder:LowDependent Personality Disorder:LowObsessive-Compulsive Disorder:High
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it's so true.. as i read the description, it's all correct with the borderline.. i tend to release the anger on myself rather than on anything or anyone else, that's also why i got this psychosomatic diesease. i have the mood swings... they swing like hell. being emotionally unstable [how to fall in love and out in 3 days...] i can't develop a relationship [i don't even try recently, when recently stands for the last 3 years]. just that i don't do drugs [i know i'd get addicted.] and am not an alcocholic [..yet and hopefully never, but i like to drink and with high compulsive obsessive disorder it's dangerous]. as for narcisstic, i'm not that sure- i'm not the one to judge, but i seriously try not to be or act narcisstic. my mother got paranoid and histonic, both of which are true to her but she won't admit. she's just as the description says- cold, sometimes harsh, won't trust people, furthermore, will suspect them, is scared as shit when i'm leaving home [too much tv news], recently she went like -oh you know someone missed in this area-. histonic is also very good description of mommy, just that she doesn't do exaggerate illnesses to focus the attention. actually i never noticed that she wants the attention... she's more like wanting to dominate the attention circle than to do something that draws attention.. however, this test is pretty much accurate. it didn't tell me much about myself, only what i've known already [you'll destroy yourself until you struck thirty girl....], good that i told my mom to do that.. now i got it on paper, all that i've been suspection for those year. such a shame i haven't known earlier, maybe i wouldn't have... become what i am. yet somehow knowing myself also made me a bit stronger- no matter how much unpleasant it may be i can force myself to change the mood back to good or what not. only that sometimes i seriously don't want to.
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