rant about mirage of blaze.....i wonder if someone will read this......
i wanna rant a little about mirage of blaze:first,about asphodel's latest translation (chap3 vol3 ):everytime takaya's mother is mentioned,i'm full with indignation,i cant stand her,and it breaks my heart that miya still thinks that her mother cares about her O_o please,she abandoned you and your brother with a violent man ,to look for a new life,remarried,had another son,and if i saw u,i dont remember.i cant stand that kind of person,whether fictional or real,she deserves to be beaten to pieces,and have a painful death.
ok,enough about that.now:the infamous vol 20!!ohhhh!!....--; i cant believe it,but i'm a bit disappointed with it.i mean,i loved everything(in particular naoe's angst and unlimited obsession,that was very interesting to read,i loved it,i couldnt realize until now how crazy he is),except the sex part,and not because of the violence,i already knew about that,and if i havent,i wouldnt have minded,i mean,i think it was the only way for naoe...not that i'm excusing him!in that chapter is written :"An untamed lust would certainly not employ reason to fulfill a need." i think that explains everything.no,i dont know what i was expecting,but not this.*thinks* maybe i expected something more detailed ,like a fic can be...is my brain THAT rotten?!? ;__; (and i cant read 'spiritual sperm' with a straight face XD ).no,i guess i expected naoe's pov of what takaya "remembered" in vol 21,none of it is mentioned here!i read that chapter again,and i couldnt recognize the two experiences!unless they did it again later and thats not mentioned in vol 20 or the beginning of vol 21?? they 'look' like 2 completely different sexual experiences O_o that left me a bit disoriented...
ahhh,anyway,i'd like to do a fanart of mirage,something that can show all the pain that reading this chapters made me feel.i swear,when naoe was crying ,i was crying with him.i can picture him so well sitting next to takaya's bed ,crying non stop;or when takaya puts his hand on naoe's cheek,and he covers it with his own hand T___T i'd like to draw that...
ok,enough about that.now:the infamous vol 20!!ohhhh!!....--; i cant believe it,but i'm a bit disappointed with it.i mean,i loved everything(in particular naoe's angst and unlimited obsession,that was very interesting to read,i loved it,i couldnt realize until now how crazy he is),except the sex part,and not because of the violence,i already knew about that,and if i havent,i wouldnt have minded,i mean,i think it was the only way for naoe...not that i'm excusing him!in that chapter is written :"An untamed lust would certainly not employ reason to fulfill a need." i think that explains everything.no,i dont know what i was expecting,but not this.*thinks* maybe i expected something more detailed ,like a fic can be...is my brain THAT rotten?!? ;__; (and i cant read 'spiritual sperm' with a straight face XD ).no,i guess i expected naoe's pov of what takaya "remembered" in vol 21,none of it is mentioned here!i read that chapter again,and i couldnt recognize the two experiences!unless they did it again later and thats not mentioned in vol 20 or the beginning of vol 21?? they 'look' like 2 completely different sexual experiences O_o that left me a bit disoriented...
ahhh,anyway,i'd like to do a fanart of mirage,something that can show all the pain that reading this chapters made me feel.i swear,when naoe was crying ,i was crying with him.i can picture him so well sitting next to takaya's bed ,crying non stop;or when takaya puts his hand on naoe's cheek,and he covers it with his own hand T___T i'd like to draw that...