Sep 13, 2004 23:13
Today was really rough. I fought back tears to the point where I started to feel sick. Talking to mutual friends about it seemed to make it worse. It's so hard on everyone. Nobody saw it coming. I don't know if I'll sleep any better tonight but I hope I will.
Thanks to everyone that's been helping me through this. It's nice to know that you care♥ enough to drop me a message, call me, give me a hug, or even just those that flashed me a smile because they didn't know what to say. It all helped. It's times like these where I learn who my real friends are--the one's that will be there for life. Oh god why did I just say that? How do I know how long they'll be with me?
Good grief.
I hate this.