8-26-05 poem

[lymsbwithay]

i heard of you again-
memories of better times shaddow the bad-
i forget.
i don't regret-
i wonder why i think of you again.
for every positive-
that i had
now i remember.
you ruined it, and me.
i'm glad i found love-
someone to love and be loved by.
i hope you don't find love,
because you don't deserve it.
you don't deserve my words or thoughts.
what a feeling to be myself,
to feel acceptance always, true love.
you love games, i like games too.
wanna play w/ me again?
this time, you'll be the one to lose.
i'm who i am-
and i'm staying that way.
change yourself, you should be ashamed.
have fun drinking and smoking your life away.