11-24-04
well this is the first time in like forever that dave is gone since we've lived together. i'm so sad, i miss him sooo much i don't even know what to do with myself. he went hunting with his dad. i'm glad they're spending time together but it still doesn't make me miss him any less. i had to go the the dr. today. it was embarressing as always getting that stuff done, but at least i won't get pregnant for another year. the dr. was nice though, and there was a nurse that stayed in the room so that made me feel a little more comfortable. on another note, i was just looking at this websight where it said someone is 'hot as hell' and they're like not even cute. i, myself used to have a big lust for this person, but they're really mean first of all, immature, and kinda not cute at all actually. i hope the girl that's writing this stuff is really fat and ugly. for some reason i just always hope this person's life ends lonely. that's not very nice of me,... i sound like 'debbie downer' wahhh wahhhhhhhhh...anyways on a lighter note... it's THANKSGIVING tomarrow. i'm thankful for my family, my new kitty named, Tigerbaby, that dave bought me for an early christmas present, and thankful for my job and the people at work, whom most of are nice. i can't wait til i get my piano money next week. that's like $1600 yesssss!! i really wanna start shopping. i'm thankful anth's best friend joe made the basketball team, and that i got pajamas from perisian from one of the children in my class. pretty cool k, that's all