why does this not suprise me

[lylixflair]

i new it was too good to be true, to find some one that i really like and thought they had the same feelings... i thought i would give it a try, took a chance to be happy... I can feel the end coming i wish i could stop it, what things can i do, what words can i say... all my charm, all my romance, the laughter i bring.. i guess its not enough, i guess i'm not good enough... it has not happend yet but i feel it coming, the ice cold breath of it creeping its way... what am i suppost to do when what makes me happy is about to come to a horrible end... i just found this feeling, i don't want to lose it, why can't i have this moment, what did i do to be tease with these feelings and then have them about to be taken away. I feel like i've done somthing wrong, but what is my crime....

i have so much to think about...