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I am in such a good mood right now. I don't know why. Im just chillin here listening to a live set by DJ Tiesto (Homelands 6/01/2002). This is the 1st time in a while that ive been so calm...nothing really on my mind, just kinda here. People ask me why I love the night so much, this is one of the reasons why....I can actually relax. The only people up this late (4am) are friends and like minded people. And yes if everyone was awake at night i would probably like the daytime more. I love large crowds too....I went people watching the other day. I love doing that. I went with my friend Jill. We just went to south street picked a corner to sit on and listened to my cd player (got one of those Y connector thingys). We listend to everything from trance to breaks...even got up and danced a bit(Yay..im getting better at poplockin) We were there for about 5 hours. Some people have asked me how we can be together for 5 hours and not say a damn thing to each other. Why can't you understand its not what you say to a person that matters it's what you do with them. She has stuck by my side for 6 years now. Even when I pushed everyone away, she was the only one who fought to stay by me. Jill is the only person in my life to ever take the time to get to know me. Shes the only person who ever asked me a question about ME. It's because of this that we know how eachother thinks. We only have to look at eachother to know what is going through the others head. And YES WE ARE JUST FRIENDS. Although Jill and I decided to just be friends a long time ago('bout 5 years ago) and shes married now anyway. This is the type of girlfriend I have always been looking for....Someone who will listen to everything I have to say, then stick by me when I have nothing left. Someone who will look into my eyes and see who I truly am. Who will sit next to me and "Just Be". Don't think just cause I let my sensative side show for once that I dont want a party girl or something. I've been partying for 6 years, nothings gonna make me stop. My point is, I dont care who you are. If your willing to make time for me.....then your one of the few who are actually worth my time.
And if you think your worth my time, dont just comment. Pick up the phone and call me. Or even better stop by and visit me. My cell# is 484-686-9959 free long distence so you can call me no matter where I am and if you give me your number I can do the same.