Happiness
Sooooo last night i had a chat with Lindsay on the phone and she told me something that should have made me extremly upset and hurt about someone i thought i cared about, and someone i though cared aboutme. and it turns out that not only was i not really that upset by the news, i wasnt all the shocked either lmao. It makes me regret a few past decisions but ill deal. when you realize that youve been holding on to something for so long u also realize that u tend to alter yur memory to being something you thought you had instead of the truth.
Soo it was basically something clicked and i felt so much happier bc i didnt need him anymore. and it also opened my eyes to making me see how amazing richard is and how much i really truly care for him and ahhh yeah im totally scared to let myself fall, but at the same time im looking forward to it because he jsut makes me so happy and giddy and back to my old self:) and i couldnt ask for anyone better. <33 ahhh ive been smiling since yesterday and its awesome.
yeah thats really it
im done with 1st semster and i am now on my like 12 day break from AMDA yayyyy mommy and daddy are commin here in a week to visit for a few days, and im real excited to see them again:)
thats about all <3 loving lifeeeee
Soo it was basically something clicked and i felt so much happier bc i didnt need him anymore. and it also opened my eyes to making me see how amazing richard is and how much i really truly care for him and ahhh yeah im totally scared to let myself fall, but at the same time im looking forward to it because he jsut makes me so happy and giddy and back to my old self:) and i couldnt ask for anyone better. <33 ahhh ive been smiling since yesterday and its awesome.
yeah thats really it
im done with 1st semster and i am now on my like 12 day break from AMDA yayyyy mommy and daddy are commin here in a week to visit for a few days, and im real excited to see them again:)
thats about all <3 loving lifeeeee