Nov 12, 2007 21:35
im sick of crying and being sick over this. but i cant help it:( i need my bestfriend, and i dont know how i can do that.
i cannot wait to come home. maybe that will help to restore some normalcy. but probably not.
as excited as i am, im afriad its just going to hurt more. fuck me this sucks.
i love chris and lindsay for being there for me <3
:and no one knows how hard it is, to get backk up after a fall like that.....: