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Everything is crappy. Well everything but school sorta... that's really weird to say. Only one out of four classes suck and that's english. I freaking can't stand my teacher... I'm under 3 months... yeah buddy, one day under 3 months and I never have to see that woman again, oh what a great day that will be.
Now everything like life.... that sucks. Sue and Jean are gone with Amelia and Rocky so now the house is gonna seem so empty. I liked having the cats around they were cute, especially when Amelia would randomly show up in my room it was so cute. And Rocky who always looked like he was dead. No more coming home to an insanely loud tv, no more different foods. It shall be odd.
12 days... I know I should be excited and to a certain extent I am.... but as of right now it's more just killing me. Every ounce of my being just wants to be near him, to see him. I would give anything on the face of this planet to see him for even just 30 seconds, it would all be worth it. Having to watch other couples puts a knife in my heart every time and I just want to die. I wish it would get better, but once i do see him, that just means I have to leave him again. This is so painful.
Now everything like life.... that sucks. Sue and Jean are gone with Amelia and Rocky so now the house is gonna seem so empty. I liked having the cats around they were cute, especially when Amelia would randomly show up in my room it was so cute. And Rocky who always looked like he was dead. No more coming home to an insanely loud tv, no more different foods. It shall be odd.
12 days... I know I should be excited and to a certain extent I am.... but as of right now it's more just killing me. Every ounce of my being just wants to be near him, to see him. I would give anything on the face of this planet to see him for even just 30 seconds, it would all be worth it. Having to watch other couples puts a knife in my heart every time and I just want to die. I wish it would get better, but once i do see him, that just means I have to leave him again. This is so painful.