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lol avril lavigne in japanese!
holy crap batman its a journal entry
why is it that when it rains, it fucking pours? I don't think today could have started any worse. so me and brad had plans to go to hampton beach this morning, so i got up at 830 and got ready, by 10 oclock I was surprised i still hadn't heard from him, so I text him, and low and behold, my phone is shut off again. I just made 400 dollars this week working with my uncle and do you know that I had to spend it on my phone bill and not my car payment. It's rediculous. I just wish some people could grow up. Not everything has to be a fight. Whenever I talk to David it always ends in a battle over money, over who owes who what. Its over, if you didn't want to pay for your cell phone you shouldn't have signed up under my plan, and you certainly should've gotten on your own. Its absolutely crazy to me, that my phone has to be shut off not once or twice but like 5 times this year before he pays anything. And he wants ME to go to ANDOVER so he can give ME the money he owes ME. Send it in the mail jesus christ. So after I find out about my phone, I call Brad on the house phone, and he has to go to Athol, MA to fix his cousins truck and he's been trying to call me all morning. blahblahblah so I have to go to the tmobile store and pay 331 dollars on some bill that isn't even mine so I can have a phone.
then I call John at the Baybridge and he gives me a job, I start tomorrow as a waitress, come hang out, karaoke is the bomb.
then my horrible day continues, my mother is absolutely crazy, she is all bent out of shape over the amount of time i spend with my aunt now. she has once again put me in the middle of another relationship and i absolutely hate it. i did go to the border cafe today, and i did lose 5 pounds this week. so i guess thats pretty awesome. i started weight watchers again and by my 21st birthday ill be so hott. oh and shes got her panties in a twist because brad has a motorcycle and a sleeve. i am 20 years old this is crazy. im starting to think i need to move out again, this time with people who can pay their rent and their bills and not pretend they are asleep when the landlord comes knocking on the door because they don't have their money.
as for friends i am totally lacking in that department and its my own fault. i avoid people who want to hang out with me at all costs, i don't know why i do it. i also took my car off the road. it is only causing me stress and if i have to pay outrageous phone bills i surely can't afford car insurance or the loss of a license. i could afford to shed some pounds so ill just walk everywhere.
who knows if i will start at mount ida in the fall, its very expensive and again my money situation isnt exactly awesome at this point. if all else fails ill go to north shore and call it a day.
i want to get a new tattoo this week maybe. one love one heart on my arms in cursive and three seagulls tribute to bob marley. i dig it. ill call big anthony this week.
lol avril lavigne in japanese!
holy crap batman its a journal entry
why is it that when it rains, it fucking pours? I don't think today could have started any worse. so me and brad had plans to go to hampton beach this morning, so i got up at 830 and got ready, by 10 oclock I was surprised i still hadn't heard from him, so I text him, and low and behold, my phone is shut off again. I just made 400 dollars this week working with my uncle and do you know that I had to spend it on my phone bill and not my car payment. It's rediculous. I just wish some people could grow up. Not everything has to be a fight. Whenever I talk to David it always ends in a battle over money, over who owes who what. Its over, if you didn't want to pay for your cell phone you shouldn't have signed up under my plan, and you certainly should've gotten on your own. Its absolutely crazy to me, that my phone has to be shut off not once or twice but like 5 times this year before he pays anything. And he wants ME to go to ANDOVER so he can give ME the money he owes ME. Send it in the mail jesus christ. So after I find out about my phone, I call Brad on the house phone, and he has to go to Athol, MA to fix his cousins truck and he's been trying to call me all morning. blahblahblah so I have to go to the tmobile store and pay 331 dollars on some bill that isn't even mine so I can have a phone.
then I call John at the Baybridge and he gives me a job, I start tomorrow as a waitress, come hang out, karaoke is the bomb.
then my horrible day continues, my mother is absolutely crazy, she is all bent out of shape over the amount of time i spend with my aunt now. she has once again put me in the middle of another relationship and i absolutely hate it. i did go to the border cafe today, and i did lose 5 pounds this week. so i guess thats pretty awesome. i started weight watchers again and by my 21st birthday ill be so hott. oh and shes got her panties in a twist because brad has a motorcycle and a sleeve. i am 20 years old this is crazy. im starting to think i need to move out again, this time with people who can pay their rent and their bills and not pretend they are asleep when the landlord comes knocking on the door because they don't have their money.
as for friends i am totally lacking in that department and its my own fault. i avoid people who want to hang out with me at all costs, i don't know why i do it. i also took my car off the road. it is only causing me stress and if i have to pay outrageous phone bills i surely can't afford car insurance or the loss of a license. i could afford to shed some pounds so ill just walk everywhere.
who knows if i will start at mount ida in the fall, its very expensive and again my money situation isnt exactly awesome at this point. if all else fails ill go to north shore and call it a day.
i want to get a new tattoo this week maybe. one love one heart on my arms in cursive and three seagulls tribute to bob marley. i dig it. ill call big anthony this week.