Summertime Shy
Work has been both really dumb and really awesome. Customers have been getting progressively more lame and angry for no reason, which sucks because we've always had really cool customers for the most part. Why the sudden fail, guys?
On the other hand, partners have been amazing. ♥ I swear, soon they aren't going to let Amanda and I work together; we laugh way too much when paired up. >w>
Inspiration for writing and drawing has flared up~! Sadly, inspiration for career stuffs has been shot through the eye. x__x MY LIFE, WHAT DO I DO WITH IT? Every time I think I have something awesome down, something gets brought up that's like "Oh...well. Hadn't thought of that. Shit."
Though, I don't really feel as rushed about it as I used to. I know it'd be good to figure this shit out as soon as I can, but... Worry induced headaches aren't going to get me anywhere. Chilling for now and hoping something buzzes up in the brainwaves.
Situations have risen lately that have really made me examine myself and how I react to things and why. It's good to know why I get irritated and/or feel left/singled out or attacked however inadvertently, because then I can step back and say "No, it isn't the way you're taking it, calm down." I still get upset about the things that happen, but at least I can try not to take it out on everyone else. It also makes me really think about what's important to me, which I should do a lot more often.
Outside of all this contemplation, I've been doing nothing but playing Pokemon. XD Really. Work, sleep, eat, POKEMON. That is all. I'd say it's a little sad, but meh. I'm pretty pleased.
On the other hand, partners have been amazing. ♥ I swear, soon they aren't going to let Amanda and I work together; we laugh way too much when paired up. >w>
Inspiration for writing and drawing has flared up~! Sadly, inspiration for career stuffs has been shot through the eye. x__x MY LIFE, WHAT DO I DO WITH IT? Every time I think I have something awesome down, something gets brought up that's like "Oh...well. Hadn't thought of that. Shit."
Though, I don't really feel as rushed about it as I used to. I know it'd be good to figure this shit out as soon as I can, but... Worry induced headaches aren't going to get me anywhere. Chilling for now and hoping something buzzes up in the brainwaves.
Situations have risen lately that have really made me examine myself and how I react to things and why. It's good to know why I get irritated and/or feel left/singled out or attacked however inadvertently, because then I can step back and say "No, it isn't the way you're taking it, calm down." I still get upset about the things that happen, but at least I can try not to take it out on everyone else. It also makes me really think about what's important to me, which I should do a lot more often.
Outside of all this contemplation, I've been doing nothing but playing Pokemon. XD Really. Work, sleep, eat, POKEMON. That is all. I'd say it's a little sad, but meh. I'm pretty pleased.