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I've not posted to this thing in ages.
That usually means you've been happy but it's kind of not the case for me.
I've been deep in thought about alot of stuff as i've generally been unhappy. Fed up that i never see Karl anymore and when i do i have to go back and encroach upon his parents and stay at his house as he has to now work saturdays.
So i either get the choice of not seeing him at all or staying friday night and getting up for work with him on saturday morning and then spending the day at work with him. Either that or hanging round his parents house which i wouldn't particularly like as i'd feel like i was in the way. I don't think it looks particularly good if i go and hang around his work for the whole day, either.
I can't see him in the week as he only get's one day off and so it would be pointless. Merh.
The last two weeks i've sat in everynight doing sweet fuck all. I have no money anymore and i'm generally unhappy here, anyway.
So i've decided that i'm most probably going to be moving home in february, back to my parents to allow me to live rent free for a while and get myself out of the fucking red! I've been overdrawn since finishing uni three years ago and so i think moving back home will be the help that i need to get out of it.
It seems like a big step backwards but i am actually really looking forward to it now. I spend most of my weekends back that way anyway and i just really want to move back for now. I know within days i'll end up hating it but i really think it's necessary.
I'm also fed up with working at this shit hole.
My boss made me cry yesterday. I've been here nearly three years and i've put up with all of his shit and mood swings and never broken down in front of him.
Yesterday he was such a cunt, though. I can't believe the unfairness of it and it's hard to explain on here but it ended with him screaming at me and me walking out trembling and crying. FUCKER. I think that with my current mood it just got to me.
Anyway, enough of the happiness. I can't wait to hand my notice in here!
I wish we had the internet at home so i could sell my life on ebay again!
That usually means you've been happy but it's kind of not the case for me.
I've been deep in thought about alot of stuff as i've generally been unhappy. Fed up that i never see Karl anymore and when i do i have to go back and encroach upon his parents and stay at his house as he has to now work saturdays.
So i either get the choice of not seeing him at all or staying friday night and getting up for work with him on saturday morning and then spending the day at work with him. Either that or hanging round his parents house which i wouldn't particularly like as i'd feel like i was in the way. I don't think it looks particularly good if i go and hang around his work for the whole day, either.
I can't see him in the week as he only get's one day off and so it would be pointless. Merh.
The last two weeks i've sat in everynight doing sweet fuck all. I have no money anymore and i'm generally unhappy here, anyway.
So i've decided that i'm most probably going to be moving home in february, back to my parents to allow me to live rent free for a while and get myself out of the fucking red! I've been overdrawn since finishing uni three years ago and so i think moving back home will be the help that i need to get out of it.
It seems like a big step backwards but i am actually really looking forward to it now. I spend most of my weekends back that way anyway and i just really want to move back for now. I know within days i'll end up hating it but i really think it's necessary.
I'm also fed up with working at this shit hole.
My boss made me cry yesterday. I've been here nearly three years and i've put up with all of his shit and mood swings and never broken down in front of him.
Yesterday he was such a cunt, though. I can't believe the unfairness of it and it's hard to explain on here but it ended with him screaming at me and me walking out trembling and crying. FUCKER. I think that with my current mood it just got to me.
Anyway, enough of the happiness. I can't wait to hand my notice in here!
I wish we had the internet at home so i could sell my life on ebay again!