funny
its funny how things get flipped around...
just pointing that out
so a couple of nights ago, don found this livejournal.
i dont know if thats a good or a bad thing. its not like i have anything to hide from him, but like he said, its kinda my personal stuff. i dont mind him reading it, though he said he wont (haha how long with that last?), but i did tell him that its a read at your own risk type of thing and i dont want to feel bad about what i write
well, i do feel bad about my Jan. 13th post about brian, i think that was more me WANTING him (brian) to read it so he would react, not so much the truth of content.
well, kinda...IDK. Brian will always be in my head, ALWAYS, well at least until i get REALLY serious with don or i just stop talking to brian. But brian WILL be there, he was kinda my first true love and i put a lot into our relationship to just forget about it.
not to mention i tend to hold on to things that hurt me. dont know why.
but i really do love don, but its different from how it was with brian. with brian i felt like i always had to chase him and i was always looking for his approval or something. with don its easier to love him because he loves me for who i really am, how i look, what i do/say, and he does handle my personality better lol.
it feels weird dating him sometimes because hes not my type, not that i mind it at all, but hes right when he says we dont really "hang out" together. i dont play video games, he doesnt really do outdoor things, he doesn't dance much, i dont really read.
i think what makes us work is that we are both flexible (him being WAY more flexible) with what we do. we're willing to try different things with each other.
i love him for that
i love him for being crazy about me
i love him for understanding me and being patient
i love him for being the whitest guy i've ever dated (i love the blonde hair, blue green eyes, glasses, everything!)
i love my boyfriend
just pointing that out
so a couple of nights ago, don found this livejournal.
i dont know if thats a good or a bad thing. its not like i have anything to hide from him, but like he said, its kinda my personal stuff. i dont mind him reading it, though he said he wont (haha how long with that last?), but i did tell him that its a read at your own risk type of thing and i dont want to feel bad about what i write
well, i do feel bad about my Jan. 13th post about brian, i think that was more me WANTING him (brian) to read it so he would react, not so much the truth of content.
well, kinda...IDK. Brian will always be in my head, ALWAYS, well at least until i get REALLY serious with don or i just stop talking to brian. But brian WILL be there, he was kinda my first true love and i put a lot into our relationship to just forget about it.
not to mention i tend to hold on to things that hurt me. dont know why.
but i really do love don, but its different from how it was with brian. with brian i felt like i always had to chase him and i was always looking for his approval or something. with don its easier to love him because he loves me for who i really am, how i look, what i do/say, and he does handle my personality better lol.
it feels weird dating him sometimes because hes not my type, not that i mind it at all, but hes right when he says we dont really "hang out" together. i dont play video games, he doesnt really do outdoor things, he doesn't dance much, i dont really read.
i think what makes us work is that we are both flexible (him being WAY more flexible) with what we do. we're willing to try different things with each other.
i love him for that
i love him for being crazy about me
i love him for understanding me and being patient
i love him for being the whitest guy i've ever dated (i love the blonde hair, blue green eyes, glasses, everything!)
i love my boyfriend