I behaved...wow
Nothing all that deeply exciting has been going on in my life. Working and all that good stuff. Every day I get a bit closer to the knee surgery...and it's freaking me out. But, just like my back surgery, I know it's something I have to do...at least if I want to do all that I keep telling myself that I'm going to do someday.
Went to a rugby match today. I wasn't really planning on it, but Shannon called and since I have that whole "yes I will serve the team" mentality, I went. ONce I got there, I saw two reasons why I didn't want to be there. A couple of girls, that if I were a lesser person, I would have beat the hell out of. But at one point, I tried to enter the zen like state that I dream of having. Two thoughts kept running through my mind. "All we're supposed to do in this life is love each other", and "Karma's a bitch". Perhaps today was once of those odd realizations that I need to be kind to those I meet, even if they are horrid people. And while I debate internally if they are in fact horrid, I just think of what horrid inner demons they are dealing with. Perhaps it's the inner demons that make them horrid. Anyway, I behaved...did what I had to do with the field, cleaned out my car, and left.
In other news, big rugby meeting Thursday night...not looking forward to that one at all. Besides, I made plans for that night ages ago. And at least these are plans that no one can fault me for. I'm going out to Bounce with some friends...as my way of saying good luck to Toni. The more I see in the news, the more I worry. Nothing like worrying about knee surgery and someone I know going to Irag...and worrying that her wife doesn't freak out while she's in Irag. So I'm leaving hte meeting at 10-ish...its' important.
Jenn and Tiff head up here at months end...good times to be had.
Went to a rugby match today. I wasn't really planning on it, but Shannon called and since I have that whole "yes I will serve the team" mentality, I went. ONce I got there, I saw two reasons why I didn't want to be there. A couple of girls, that if I were a lesser person, I would have beat the hell out of. But at one point, I tried to enter the zen like state that I dream of having. Two thoughts kept running through my mind. "All we're supposed to do in this life is love each other", and "Karma's a bitch". Perhaps today was once of those odd realizations that I need to be kind to those I meet, even if they are horrid people. And while I debate internally if they are in fact horrid, I just think of what horrid inner demons they are dealing with. Perhaps it's the inner demons that make them horrid. Anyway, I behaved...did what I had to do with the field, cleaned out my car, and left.
In other news, big rugby meeting Thursday night...not looking forward to that one at all. Besides, I made plans for that night ages ago. And at least these are plans that no one can fault me for. I'm going out to Bounce with some friends...as my way of saying good luck to Toni. The more I see in the news, the more I worry. Nothing like worrying about knee surgery and someone I know going to Irag...and worrying that her wife doesn't freak out while she's in Irag. So I'm leaving hte meeting at 10-ish...its' important.
Jenn and Tiff head up here at months end...good times to be had.