Slow weekend at home
Yeah, something inside me drove me to head home this weekend, don't know what posessed me to do that. I just ended up doing alot of favors for the family, where I would have been allowed to wallow in my own laziness totally undisturbed at home, I really need to get more involved at BC, I'm too dependent on hauling my ass home every weekend. I tried to plan to do something with Andrew (LJ is Winter Dreaming I believe) maybe go out and do something ANYTHING. I'm at the point where I'm willing to become an alcoholic just so I can have fun without leaving BC on the weekends. Who knows, maybe I'm really lovable and intelligent when I'm drunk. Judging by the gene pool somehow I doubt it. It's depressing that things happened the way they did at BC, maybe I should have looked into a nerdier school where I would fit in more, like Brandeis or BU. BC's just a little too......Above me, I don't think I would have ever gotten in on my own merit, especially now that they turned down Joanna, she was a way better student than me when I applied, just another indication that I'm not where I should be. It's allright though, I'm getting the work done this semester, it'll be a repeat of the first semester over my dead body! It's ok though, I know I nailed that Vietnam test, I was all over that like the Viet Cong on Rice. Anyways, I really need to go to sleep, class in the morning. ttfn.