About Me
whats ur full name? Lydia Avenel
what day of the week were u born? Monday i think
so what date does that make ur bday? 18th march...1985?
who gave birth to u? My mommy? foo'
and who provided the sperm? My dad apparantly
do u got any annoying siblings? nope, only child over here
whats their names? ---
were u happy growin up? i was yeah, thanks so much for asking...*nods* i had a great childhood, filled with kitties, bunnies, and chickens at one point.
so where are u from then? i'm half asian, half french
been there all ur life? been to malaysia, lived there for a couple of years and lived a few months in france when i was a baby
where do u wish u lived? Liverpool, or someplace kinda quiet
do u wanna get married? i do indeed
how bout kids? obviously
whats their names gonna be? oooh i dont know about that one, i have a list of names that i like but i havent chosen on any names yet
ru in a relationship? I am indeedy
whats their name? Ste
is it true luv? I believe it to be true love, yeah
if u arent do u wanna be in one? ---
what ru lookin for? A place where i can be with my ste. what am i looking for in a guy? tall, dark, handsome guy, with gorgeous eyes and a wonderful smile...hmmm wow, i already got a guy like that...lucky me!
where would u/did u go on ur first date? *thinks*...i dont think we've been on a proper date!, but we went shopping, and went to the movies and after that went to McD's and had a drink and shared fries...that was really nice =) something simple like that.
what happened? ^^^^
ever have a dream bout them? constantly, either at night or day dreaming
what happened in it? well last nights dream, i dont think is something id like to share with loads of people *ahem*
have any other dreams lately? I had one aboooout....fish rings
bout what? ^^^^^^^
u ever dream ur a celebrity? i dreamt i was a murderer once, not a celebrety
so whos ur fav actors? russel crow dude, *thinks* no its not working im too tired. errrr...yeah
are they in ur fav movie? I dont have a fav movie, i have loads
seen any good movies lately? x2...matrix 2 had good fight scenes but i was more interested in the guys moving beard than anything else
what was it about? white weird beard dude
did u rent it or go see it? went to see it
what ws the last dvd u bought? errr *thinks* some stargate dvd for my dad
did it have a good soundtrack? no
have a fav soundtrack? wheres my mind
who are sum of ur fav recording artists then? placebo?
what was the last song u heard? centrefolds, placebo
did u like it? its good yeah =)
whats ur fav song out there? Without you im nothing - Placebo, or Coldplay - The scientist
ever see those kids on american idol sing? errrmmm nope
whatd u think bout them? dunno...really =p
do u like reality shows like that? they're...funny
which is ur fav? *thinks* those surviving ones where a load of people are thrown into some jungle and they got to survive for years
what other shows do u like? that 70's show, friends and charmed
what show did u hate to see go the most? *thinks* i have no clue....friends?
any shows u wish would just go away? Crap ones...like, i dunno....
ever start ur own site protesting the show? no
how bout for a show? no?
or for anything? errrm no
whats ur fav site on the web? orisinal.com, such cute games!!
do u chat a lot then? i do yeah
to who? ste, friends, people from other countries
have u ever started chatting to someone just for the hell of it? shure...its fun =p
ever find urself meeting someone u wished u hadnt? yeah...
did it turn ugly or did u block them? it went okay for a while, then it just went blergh
ever make up stuff to someone? im sure i have yeah
did they ever find out? errrr...i dont know, maybe?
how bout ebay, u been on there? nope
do u like to bid or sell? sell?
ever snip somebody? no!
did u feel bad or angry? ---
ever buy anything u really didnt need? shure, all the time =p
how bout off the web? uh-huh...
do u like to shop a lot? i do, for random crap, or nice pretty things
where at? clothes shops, pooter shops, drugstores (accessories)
find anything good on sale lately? tropico 2 pirate thingy
do u ever get up for those before noon sales? nah, im not that much of a shopping freak
do u like getting up early then? i cant help it, i just wake up early =(
whats ur alarm clock look like? like my mobile...wait! it IS my mobile...=o, shocking
what kinda sounds it make? beep....beep beep beep......BEEP BEEP FUCKING BEEP!
do u eat in the morning or hold off? i dont have time for breakfast but when i have the chance i eat =p
what do u wish ur mom would make for super everyday? errr yes...
any chores she makes u do? room...clean-ages
any would u rather clean the toliet over? ....huh?
do u have a dog to clean up after? no
any pets at all? mope
whats their names? ---
do u have a job yet? nuh-uh want one tho
what do u do or plan to do? teaching liddle kids!!
is that what u wanna do in the future? yeah, be a primary school teacher
then what do u wanna do? have kids of my own
ru plannin on going away to college for that? *sigh* i should shouldnt i?
which one? any...does it matter?
so where will u be 10 yrs from now? pregnant, happy, more in love with ste than ever, smiling loads, and a married woman
ru driving the same car? i want to driiiiiiiiiiiiiive!!!
do u even drive yet? ^^^^^^^^
what kind of car is it? ---
do u like it? -------
what kinda car would u get if u could? one that could take me to places
would u put stickers on it? shure...
what would they say? containing a high level of profanity im thinking
where would u go if u could right now? the beach, or the dunes, or uk
ever been there before? shure
would u take anyone with u? ste
are they ur friend? yep...more so
who else is ur friend? loads of people...mostly known as the dudes
if u won the lottery, would u give them some of the money then? why? did they ask for some?
how bout to charity? yeah
is there a cause out there ur really for? the "punish the lying scums and pathetic bitches in the universe" cause...it's dead good
ever volunteer there then? its one of those causes which have just started...
would u? yes...oh god, yes
did u ever find urself in a situation u wish u werent in? yeah...way too many times
did u put urself in it? i dont think so, and if it was me? then i hate myself for it
what happened? 1)moms condition
2) October/November Incident
did u ever wish u were someone else? sometimes
so were u jealous of them or what? no, i had no specific person in mind, sometimes i just wish i wasnt me
have u ever been jealous of anyone? jealous yes, but now its not worth being jealous because i know i'm better than her in so many ways, whatever anybody says
was it angry jealous or insane jealous? i dont know you could get different types of jealousy...
did u hold a grudge against them for something? yes...fuck yes...
how bout for anyone else? nothing as extreme as that
was it with a friend? extreme thingy? nope...never really liked her in the first place, she gave off a bad vibe
ever say anything u wish u could take back? *thinks* no, i dont regret a lot of things i said in life
whatd u say? ---
any other regrets in life? never saying what i wanted to say to ste at the time, losing my virginity with the wrong person, living life and making it kinda crap
do u think they’ll still be there 50 yrs from now? errr shure
or do u think ull be dead by then? i prolly will be dead
where do u think we all go when we die? i dont know, but i'm hoping somewhere nice
how do u think ull go? sleeping in my bed, dying because of old age
does ur death scare u cos u cant get outta it? not really, its just a process whic happens later on in life
ever lose someone u really wish u hadnt? Badge...i didnt even know him that well but he didnt deserve to die at such a young age
did they die or did things just not work out? he died, yeah
is there anything u wish you couldve said to them before they left? Just, to be careful
what was it? ^^^
are these questons makin u emotional? kind of yes, the shock of his death is still kinda fresh
are u the type to let it out or hold it in? let it out, whatever it is, i say it...sometimes i let things in, because i'd think it sounds stupid or wrong, and i wish i had the strength to let everything out
is there anyone u go to then? ste, mat, la, my men...=)
how do u releave ur stress? by thinking by myself, and sometimes just staying in my room and think it all through
what day of the week ru on? Tuesday
well what time zone do u live in? holland...errrrr an hour ahead from uk
do u live near a city? the hague...
which one? ^^^
whats ur fav place to eat there? turkish pizza place? oooooor yeah
do u eat out a lot? not really no
do u like to spend a lot there? ---
ever find urself without money after u already ate? nah
whatd u do? ---
was it cos ur date said hed pay but had no money on him? ---
do u think the person who asks should pay or should u always split the tab? i think you should split
have any really bad dates? not really bad, just the occasion quiet awkward silence thing
what happened? ^^^^^
did ur friends set u up? hehe no
ever been on a bad date that turned good? *thinks* not really
did u thank ur friends then? ---
ever have ur friend ask if they could date ur ex? never
whatd u tell them? id tell them, have him, but i warn you he's scum
did things work out with them? dunno, no friends of mine have asked
did u ever ask them if u could go out with one of their exes? nope
what happened? errr nothing
did u ever set ur friend up? tried to with nomi and la
did u feel guilty? in the end yeah
ever work things out bt ur two fighting friends? errr shure
what were they fighting about? something stupid like...hairbrushes
how’d u fix it? by slapping them and telling them to think what they're saying
did one of them try to get u to take sides? ooh i never take sides, are you crazy? i know what happens when you take sides...im not stupid
dont u just hate that? yep
whats the most annoying thing a friend can do to u? lie
whats the nicest thing someones ever done for u? called me up while i was ill and asked if i was okay, bought me a placebo album, gave me a hug when i needed one, saying that they love me
do u have a crush on that person? ^^ mixed people
whos ur secret crush cos i wont tell? ste...?
are u gonna ask them out soon? we're going out...foo'
ever have a serious crush on a celebrity? serious crush? i had one ages ago, errrrrr but it was only for a movie, now he's old and FAT....
who? brendan frazer...saw him in a theatre production...man, that was nasty
was it really obsessive? oh no, i just thought he was really cute, and i imagined we would hold hands or something stupid like that, gimme a break, i was like...12 or something
is there other stuff u obsess over? ste ste ste...*thinks* and chocolate, and water and placebo music
like what? ^^^
do u get paranoid about it? i dont..think so
are u paranoid over anything else then? not really no
whats one thing that scares the crap outta u? clowns and scary music in films where u know somethings about to happen
does it involve clowns cos theyre scary? fucking hell, i hate clowns, blah!
did someone ever have a clown at ur bday party? nope...thank god
is ur bday ur fav holiday? nooo
how old ru now? 18
how old do u wish u were? 25
anything else u wish for? be with ste...errrrr yeah thats pretty much it
fucking hell, i actually managed to get all this done, man im tired now....im off to bed *yawns*