A morning in picture and prose

[lydiaveldt]

Here it is Saint Patricks day, and I am walking around campus at 5:30 AM. I am the only college student around that isn't getting up to drink, at least in my mind. I figure now is a good time to try and sort out some definite points about my life. After all everyone knows you do your best thinking when you are clearly sleep deprived. I think I put things into a list format

Likes about myself
Dislikes about myself

Confidence

Intelligent

Decent Looking

Style

Non-Drinker

Easy Talker

Couragous

Mostly Harmless

Capable

Open Minded
Arrogant

Pointless Depression

No Tact

Weak Morals

Too Demanding

Easily Shaken

Talk Too Much

Jack of All Trades

Bullheaded

Facade

So moving along from that bit of self trivia. Am I really all the things I think I am. A close personal friend of mine seems to think that the delusion of myself is where I actually live. This isn't very nice but maybe she was right. This same person also now claims to not know who I am anymore. Interesting isn't it?

My wishes for myself today:
*Meet someone new
*Eat breakfast
*See an Old Friend
*Finish this Journal
*Actually Get some Sleep
*Pack more of my stuff up
*Not have another depressed day

To anyone who reads this I am lonely, I know I don't deserve to be so therefore I ask that you contact me.

Smiles on a bright day
Frowns on a gray day
Sex on any day