Contemplation of Sexuality
I am sitting here looking out the window as miryad of students troll by on thier way (presumtion) to class. It is warm here and I have no real complaints for myself and I begin to think about sex. I know why would I think about sex. First and explanation of how it is my thoughts turned toward sex.
Boredom was ensuing because I have wait till my next class begins. I could of course be reading for my classes but that wouldn't be nearly as productive as pondering my own existance.
Numerous web-sites browsing eventually gets me to Livejournal. This site would be far more usefull if regular updates scrolled through, instead the last update was about a woman eaten by a dionosaur.
A comment struck me The screen name is ... relevent but I am not going to be one of the people who give out random LJ so we all can stalk. I browse this LJ because I am intrigued and learn new things about a person I don't really know. I feel no guilt because I am not prying, the journal is public and I am curious.
This person is apparently a homosexual.
My class this tuesday was on homosexuality of men in the middle ages, greece, and modern Thailand. It was enlightening and add a great deal of knowledge to my understanding of the human condition. No conclusions were drawn.
GRAPHIC DETAILS ARE ABOUT TO FOLLOW AND I MAKE NO APOLOGIES IF YOU STILL READ IT IS YOUR OWN FAULT AND YOU MAY NOT BE OFFENDED. If you are somehow still offended after my disclaimer... go sit on stick and spin.
Brief definition of terms
Cock: Technically a slang term for penis, however it may slip out as one of my "scientific" terms
Cunt: A perfectly legitimate term for vagina, why cause its a matched pair people Cock & Cunt, if you are now offended stop reading cause I will use the word cunt more times in this entry.
Penis: Sounds normal to most of us, but to be honest it is too scientific sounding and leaves me feeling like the word lacks the proper imagery, thus it will not likely appear in this piece again.
Vagina: Matched pair theory applies if it isn't good enough for the male member it isn't good enough for the female, thus probably will not be used.
Dick & Pussy: My prefered terms for the genetalia after cock & cunt. Since cock and cunt will serve as my non-romantic terminalogy guess where these two fall in.
There is a wonder in sex, an implicit thing that everyone of you will probably think I completely without balance to explore. I just can't help myself.
When sex begins there is for me a spiritual response. I feel connection. None of that two people cease to be one kind of connection, but more like; we are involved so deeply in the other. The end blurs and thoughts become transative. I can feel each fold of cunt and every quiver of pussy. When a tit is crushed under the weight of a man does it not feel something? Is not that sudden and complete contact between chests overpowering to the senses. Love flows freely between two people and when an explosion does happen from one or the other is not the feeling almost magnified in the other. A complete orgasim will leave one party satiated only if it is felt by both. I don't enjoy the idea of a cunt being filled with cum and more then a cock squeezed by trobbing cunt. I just see control dominiance submission aquiesence connection love passion death life rebirth conductivity ownership pride heat strength weakness opening closing and so many more thoughts.
There is alot roled into sex for me. I won't deny that I wish to classify everything in my life and I won't stop trying but this is something so profound that I can't fathom why anyone wouldn't enjoy sex. Clearly I am heterosexual and thus present only that view above, but I want to understand this feeling from every eye and angle. Please if you do comment on this entry, describe sex through thoughts not deeds and please spread this entry to the four corners of the globe. I want to hear what people have to say. Repost it, link it whatever. I just want input.
Boredom was ensuing because I have wait till my next class begins. I could of course be reading for my classes but that wouldn't be nearly as productive as pondering my own existance.
Numerous web-sites browsing eventually gets me to Livejournal. This site would be far more usefull if regular updates scrolled through, instead the last update was about a woman eaten by a dionosaur.
A comment struck me The screen name is ... relevent but I am not going to be one of the people who give out random LJ so we all can stalk. I browse this LJ because I am intrigued and learn new things about a person I don't really know. I feel no guilt because I am not prying, the journal is public and I am curious.
This person is apparently a homosexual.
My class this tuesday was on homosexuality of men in the middle ages, greece, and modern Thailand. It was enlightening and add a great deal of knowledge to my understanding of the human condition. No conclusions were drawn.
GRAPHIC DETAILS ARE ABOUT TO FOLLOW AND I MAKE NO APOLOGIES IF YOU STILL READ IT IS YOUR OWN FAULT AND YOU MAY NOT BE OFFENDED. If you are somehow still offended after my disclaimer... go sit on stick and spin.
Brief definition of terms
Cock: Technically a slang term for penis, however it may slip out as one of my "scientific" terms
Cunt: A perfectly legitimate term for vagina, why cause its a matched pair people Cock & Cunt, if you are now offended stop reading cause I will use the word cunt more times in this entry.
Penis: Sounds normal to most of us, but to be honest it is too scientific sounding and leaves me feeling like the word lacks the proper imagery, thus it will not likely appear in this piece again.
Vagina: Matched pair theory applies if it isn't good enough for the male member it isn't good enough for the female, thus probably will not be used.
Dick & Pussy: My prefered terms for the genetalia after cock & cunt. Since cock and cunt will serve as my non-romantic terminalogy guess where these two fall in.
There is a wonder in sex, an implicit thing that everyone of you will probably think I completely without balance to explore. I just can't help myself.
When sex begins there is for me a spiritual response. I feel connection. None of that two people cease to be one kind of connection, but more like; we are involved so deeply in the other. The end blurs and thoughts become transative. I can feel each fold of cunt and every quiver of pussy. When a tit is crushed under the weight of a man does it not feel something? Is not that sudden and complete contact between chests overpowering to the senses. Love flows freely between two people and when an explosion does happen from one or the other is not the feeling almost magnified in the other. A complete orgasim will leave one party satiated only if it is felt by both. I don't enjoy the idea of a cunt being filled with cum and more then a cock squeezed by trobbing cunt. I just see control dominiance submission aquiesence connection love passion death life rebirth conductivity ownership pride heat strength weakness opening closing and so many more thoughts.
There is alot roled into sex for me. I won't deny that I wish to classify everything in my life and I won't stop trying but this is something so profound that I can't fathom why anyone wouldn't enjoy sex. Clearly I am heterosexual and thus present only that view above, but I want to understand this feeling from every eye and angle. Please if you do comment on this entry, describe sex through thoughts not deeds and please spread this entry to the four corners of the globe. I want to hear what people have to say. Repost it, link it whatever. I just want input.