To the evils of the world I say die
Last night was probably the single most relaxing moment I have had in 2
Months. It seems odd to me that I am so dependent on making someone
else happy to be happy, but alas it is who I am. I figure its time to
lay somethings flat out there for all to see. These are the things that
apparently cause melo-drama and people to misread my intentions. Thus I
will make a little quiz, and I hate quizes cause they are mostly
useless, but this one I shall make and hope to see a little bit made
clear.
Quiz Deleted for the sake of all involved
So there was going to be more but the longer I wrote the more unkind it became, it seems even when I am trying to do a quiz I can not stomach them. Basically what I want to say here is there are few people who understand me, they are the first four. The people in the second four either don't want to, haven't known me long enough, or just don't get me. Even that sounds rude and ego centric, and thats not what I am going for. Grr I can't seem to properly address the issue that is upsetting me right now. Why can't I just say you pissed me off and you should have done so. Why do I need so much explanation. This insesint rambling is driving me insane. I think perhaps this whole entry should be left blank. Hell I don't know. When I made this journal, I promised nothing held back, but I can't seem to express my point so is it really holding back.
Quiz Deleted for the sake of all involved
So there was going to be more but the longer I wrote the more unkind it became, it seems even when I am trying to do a quiz I can not stomach them. Basically what I want to say here is there are few people who understand me, they are the first four. The people in the second four either don't want to, haven't known me long enough, or just don't get me. Even that sounds rude and ego centric, and thats not what I am going for. Grr I can't seem to properly address the issue that is upsetting me right now. Why can't I just say you pissed me off and you should have done so. Why do I need so much explanation. This insesint rambling is driving me insane. I think perhaps this whole entry should be left blank. Hell I don't know. When I made this journal, I promised nothing held back, but I can't seem to express my point so is it really holding back.