Total Arrogance of the Situation
So here I am and it occurs to me that one of my friends is a user. This person only talks to me when it fits thier schedule. Further more, when we start to finally get close to the issues at hand "total lockdown". "I hate it when you ask "what am I thinking"". how unkind is that. I know I ask that question of people alot, and I am trying not to but still, to disregard my honest questions is really brutal.
On the subject of keeping things from soneone not to hurt them, thats a really dumb system, I know I used it and I ended up back where I started. Nothing is ever easy in this world. Just lay it on me, I don't want to be codled, I am a fully funtioning adult. Oh well.
What am I to do. Tomorrow I meet someone I really like, and I want to tell them that I like them, but It really could back fire. Our friendship is just starting and going oh so well, but if I don't act now I could fall into the "I like you, but as a friend" catagory, where I would rot out for the rest of my existance. I know that someone reading this will be greatly upset, and I don't want them to be. I am even considering having my first private post. Ho, that would be right this journal was set up for the express purpose of being totaly honest and up front about who and what I am... with a small exception, most people don't know who Lydia Veldt is. Alright, so yes I think I will tell the person, but only if everything seems right.
In the News: This woman on life support thing; I am going to say here and now that I don't believe in keeping her alive. I know that some people will think me harsh but really its not cool to play god in either direction. Yes we were playing god when we pulled the feeding tube, but no more so then wehn we put the thing in. The simple matter here is that the women wouldn't survive without someone elses intervention. Darwinian Law perhaps, but it's true
On the subject of keeping things from soneone not to hurt them, thats a really dumb system, I know I used it and I ended up back where I started. Nothing is ever easy in this world. Just lay it on me, I don't want to be codled, I am a fully funtioning adult. Oh well.
What am I to do. Tomorrow I meet someone I really like, and I want to tell them that I like them, but It really could back fire. Our friendship is just starting and going oh so well, but if I don't act now I could fall into the "I like you, but as a friend" catagory, where I would rot out for the rest of my existance. I know that someone reading this will be greatly upset, and I don't want them to be. I am even considering having my first private post. Ho, that would be right this journal was set up for the express purpose of being totaly honest and up front about who and what I am... with a small exception, most people don't know who Lydia Veldt is. Alright, so yes I think I will tell the person, but only if everything seems right.
In the News: This woman on life support thing; I am going to say here and now that I don't believe in keeping her alive. I know that some people will think me harsh but really its not cool to play god in either direction. Yes we were playing god when we pulled the feeding tube, but no more so then wehn we put the thing in. The simple matter here is that the women wouldn't survive without someone elses intervention. Darwinian Law perhaps, but it's true