its been a bit
Wow, Life has been flying by as always. Things have changed alot. Its crazy, every time i read past entries i think my life has changed and it has but its always changing so things are never the same. I LOVE IT!!!! Well lets see. None of my friends are the same. I mean i still talk to the key people but we're not even close anymore, but i guess that happens. Ummm well i've been hanging out with this chick named Morgan and her friend Eric, their cool ass people. Morgan is the most wonderful,Beutful,amazing,smart,revolutionary,person i have ever known. Needless to say i have a huge thing for her, But she is on that level that i could never be on. I feel bad because i hold her so high. Shes on the same level as god to me. Its stupid. Shes gonna be 19, and shes....God! I dont know if i want to be with her or be her. Eric is a genius. What more needs to be said. He (and Morgan) has the best music taste of anyone i have every known. He works on his on music.His music is super intence and OMG. He's a genuis. It hurts me to be around them. Neither of them have any idea how i feel about them becuase, Well, They would think im crazy. I really dont even see why they want to hang out with me. Its crazy, this is the first night i havent been with them in 3 weeks, but at the same time im happy about that cuz i was starting to get bernt out but its all good. I suck at being a human. or maybe im just really good at it.