Dec 03, 2005 23:02
I have no idea what has been going on all weekend so far. I think I have hung out with Amanda and Shawn for two days and gab tonight too, with josh and a whole shit load of people lol. And some random guy talked he thought it was cool that I made no sense and wanted to get me on a sugar high thanks to Gabby and Amanda explaining what it did to me lol. Gee thanks you guys. What is up with everyone trying to get me sugar high?!?! Lol. Gosh trying to get me killed I think lol. I want sugar and dew like a lot ore now then I used to haha, they may have gotten me addicted.
I have had fun getting out of my house, it is like "WOAH I AM ALIVEEEEEEEEEEE" aha weee. I need sugar ^^. Oh yea and my hoodie smells like smoke from that one guys' house -.- eeep. I gotta wash it before my mom thinks I am smoking -rolls eyes- she would too. Anyhoo I can't wait to hang out in Hornell again! mwuauahaha and shawn gave me a cookie and gabs got me some chocolate pie stuff ^^ AHHAHAHA weee ok I am done. I did die abit though tonight, which I was hoping wouldn't but I am ok I suppose. -.-
I miss something I just dunno what it is. I really don’t mind people “doing stuff” in front of me ‘cause I can mostly ignore it. I don’t want anyone feeling guilty for that -cough- . the only reason I could have for it being an issue was that I wasn’t matched up with someone myself -.-
I mean gosh guys are so hard about now. I hate when someone actually pays attention to me but they either drop or are just a loser. It is worse if they were great and you never see them again. -.- growl I wish you know the classic, boy meets girl, boy falls in love story happened haha. That’d be nice. I mean yea I can wait and yea I don’t need one, but one would be nice -grins- ^^
I gotta go away before I get all emo-hopeless romantic. Bye ^^