Just Another Girl
Just Another Girl
You may laugh when you see her like that,
Her long brown hair falling in her face,
her head tilted down at the floor in the halls,
the fact that she can’t look up and around,
when talking for too long with anyone,
she couldn’t give a genuine smile on cue,
she couldn’t breathe under panic or stress,
this girl you may watch with curiosity,
weakens with each and every step she takes,
she began to find it harder and harder to say,
those little things that go on in her mind,
she began to feel so alone in this vast world,
even past all helping hands reaching out to her,
she feels the pain of paranoia and distrust,
and she still remembers the days she once had,
filled with more then just awkward silences,
a glance, a chance, a moment, a smile, a hug,
she remembers what it was all about back then,
she always sees that familiar smile around,
even when she watches her friends eyes aglow ,
she can tell that she’s missing out once again ,
each day she watches pass her by while she waits,
she knows she could try but why waste her time,
she already knows what fate is to come for that,
for now is just not her time to love and to be loved,
she is expressionless except for that far away look,
her eyes look dark with her black and blue makeup,
yet when the light hits a glint of gold remains,
she sees so much to live for and yet wants a change,
even when she knows what she has is worth living for,
her problems consume her and she feels helpless to them,
she’ll try to shut it all out or take it head on with force,
but she’ll only the feel regret that’s left of what she’s done,
and feel powerless and wish she could fix it all at once,
she likes making people think about their own lives,
and proves points that need no proving all the time,
she always asks questions that can’t be answered,
and she enjoys answering to feel like she is wise,
this girl may come in many different ways,
one moment she may be quite and still with silence,
the next bouncy and hyper with some random noise,
this girl may act so childish and naïve to most,
while beyond in years to few who see a side of her,
it is hard to break past her confusing manner,
until you figure out that she is not complex at all,
in fact if you look close she is just a simple girl,
when millions are just like her she is still alone,
others know of pain and yet no one can save her,
this girl is cursed by her own over-reactions,
she over thinks any risks when she shouldn’t,
and ignores the rules when the risk could hurt,
she is scared to take any chances when she wants them,
she fears being left worse of then she started,
yet no matter what she does she goes un noticed,
no money, no fame, no threads, no looks to compare,
this girl only has a will and the strive to get better,
she is special though, like another chance among many,
and more then what most see, and yet she is just another girl.
You may laugh when you see her like that,
Her long brown hair falling in her face,
her head tilted down at the floor in the halls,
the fact that she can’t look up and around,
when talking for too long with anyone,
she couldn’t give a genuine smile on cue,
she couldn’t breathe under panic or stress,
this girl you may watch with curiosity,
weakens with each and every step she takes,
she began to find it harder and harder to say,
those little things that go on in her mind,
she began to feel so alone in this vast world,
even past all helping hands reaching out to her,
she feels the pain of paranoia and distrust,
and she still remembers the days she once had,
filled with more then just awkward silences,
a glance, a chance, a moment, a smile, a hug,
she remembers what it was all about back then,
she always sees that familiar smile around,
even when she watches her friends eyes aglow ,
she can tell that she’s missing out once again ,
each day she watches pass her by while she waits,
she knows she could try but why waste her time,
she already knows what fate is to come for that,
for now is just not her time to love and to be loved,
she is expressionless except for that far away look,
her eyes look dark with her black and blue makeup,
yet when the light hits a glint of gold remains,
she sees so much to live for and yet wants a change,
even when she knows what she has is worth living for,
her problems consume her and she feels helpless to them,
she’ll try to shut it all out or take it head on with force,
but she’ll only the feel regret that’s left of what she’s done,
and feel powerless and wish she could fix it all at once,
she likes making people think about their own lives,
and proves points that need no proving all the time,
she always asks questions that can’t be answered,
and she enjoys answering to feel like she is wise,
this girl may come in many different ways,
one moment she may be quite and still with silence,
the next bouncy and hyper with some random noise,
this girl may act so childish and naïve to most,
while beyond in years to few who see a side of her,
it is hard to break past her confusing manner,
until you figure out that she is not complex at all,
in fact if you look close she is just a simple girl,
when millions are just like her she is still alone,
others know of pain and yet no one can save her,
this girl is cursed by her own over-reactions,
she over thinks any risks when she shouldn’t,
and ignores the rules when the risk could hurt,
she is scared to take any chances when she wants them,
she fears being left worse of then she started,
yet no matter what she does she goes un noticed,
no money, no fame, no threads, no looks to compare,
this girl only has a will and the strive to get better,
she is special though, like another chance among many,
and more then what most see, and yet she is just another girl.