I think you are missing the point:Bridget, an open read though
Umm Bridget, I have some things to say. -sighs- since elementary school you and I have had issues. It seems like you are missing my point! WE ALL FEEL LEFT OUT A LOT, Our journals are all about emotions SAY WHAT EVER THE HELL YOU WANT. Ugh, I get bitched at all the time, I dunno how many fights I have gotten in over lj. I think all of us has had a fight on here at least once, so don’t say you are the only one who has to deal with it, I think may have actually had the most fight on here to tell you the truth, but the fact that we all have fought on here is the point.
Once again read this:
“We all go through this; I have been through mine for years. YEARS, probably just like you. NOT everyone reaches out when someone needs it. Some simply don’t know what to say or do to help. Some think other people want to deal with their problems alone; some people get more upset the more people try to help. Once again WE ALL go through this. Look at your richest/prettiest friend... don't lie and tell yourself that they are happy.”
I feel like this all the time until I realize time and time again that the people who continually are my friends after the bitchy-ness I conflict on them, they are my true friends. I have ranted in my journal since I got it, one reason we all have an lj is to get out the things we can’t say. SAY whatever you want to say, no one is holding you back. The point of the journal is to share what you think!! I didn’t see anyone stopping you.
Did you notice that I was only telling you that if you aren’t happy just leave what causes the problem!?!? If you are not happy, then just stop being around what causes you so much pain.
I understand what Tissica said! She meant that if any of us are that much of a burden/problem we would rather see you happy without us then know that we are a cause of all this pain!!! NO one wants to hurt you. I don’t understand where you think other people get away with more then you? Maybe I am oblivious but I talk to anyone that causes a problem with me. I get offended easily and am naturally defending myself most of the time...
I don’t understand where you think that we don’t care about you. I mean you were someone who comforted me when I thought all else could fail.
If anything I would ask: Don’t you even dare say that Tissica is a burden!!! Tissica may seem like she gets everything compared to you, but take a fucking look at her!! This is the girl that breaks down a lot, who feels hopeless with guys and comes to you (out of trust and friendship) for help!! SHE HAS TO DEAL WITH PROBLAMS LIKE ALL OF US DO. I am not saying that you don’t have to face anything, I know you probably have the most to go through!
I just wish you could see that Tissica could drop you in a second for another crowd... if she was such a “bitch” or w/e you want to call her then why the hell would she continue to be your friend even when you think she uses you only for comfort. HELLO!? SHE has all of us as well, if you really meant so little, she could just ignore you and come to us so don’t say she has betrayed you or anything. Tissica is just another girl that has to deal with teen problems and stress. (I am not putting words in your mouth, only saying if that’s what you think.)
-sighs- If any of us are a burden on you I would rather you be happy then put up with us. I appreciate you speaking out; I would feel x2 worse if it got worse for you. I always leave comments on your post, “call me” w/e you need. We have talked on my porch; I said you could come over anytime you needed to. I told you that I would always listen... if my friendship is only causing problems for you I would rather end it where we could at least see each other on the street and smile then wanting to punch each others’ faces in.
I want you to now that I was always right here, I always listened and I always was ready to help, if you didn’t feel it then it was you who ignored it.
If you are leaving in december, at least we can part in peace rather then enemies. If you are ready to shove us all away, at least take with you the good times...
Once again read this:
“We all go through this; I have been through mine for years. YEARS, probably just like you. NOT everyone reaches out when someone needs it. Some simply don’t know what to say or do to help. Some think other people want to deal with their problems alone; some people get more upset the more people try to help. Once again WE ALL go through this. Look at your richest/prettiest friend... don't lie and tell yourself that they are happy.”
I feel like this all the time until I realize time and time again that the people who continually are my friends after the bitchy-ness I conflict on them, they are my true friends. I have ranted in my journal since I got it, one reason we all have an lj is to get out the things we can’t say. SAY whatever you want to say, no one is holding you back. The point of the journal is to share what you think!! I didn’t see anyone stopping you.
Did you notice that I was only telling you that if you aren’t happy just leave what causes the problem!?!? If you are not happy, then just stop being around what causes you so much pain.
I understand what Tissica said! She meant that if any of us are that much of a burden/problem we would rather see you happy without us then know that we are a cause of all this pain!!! NO one wants to hurt you. I don’t understand where you think other people get away with more then you? Maybe I am oblivious but I talk to anyone that causes a problem with me. I get offended easily and am naturally defending myself most of the time...
I don’t understand where you think that we don’t care about you. I mean you were someone who comforted me when I thought all else could fail.
If anything I would ask: Don’t you even dare say that Tissica is a burden!!! Tissica may seem like she gets everything compared to you, but take a fucking look at her!! This is the girl that breaks down a lot, who feels hopeless with guys and comes to you (out of trust and friendship) for help!! SHE HAS TO DEAL WITH PROBLAMS LIKE ALL OF US DO. I am not saying that you don’t have to face anything, I know you probably have the most to go through!
I just wish you could see that Tissica could drop you in a second for another crowd... if she was such a “bitch” or w/e you want to call her then why the hell would she continue to be your friend even when you think she uses you only for comfort. HELLO!? SHE has all of us as well, if you really meant so little, she could just ignore you and come to us so don’t say she has betrayed you or anything. Tissica is just another girl that has to deal with teen problems and stress. (I am not putting words in your mouth, only saying if that’s what you think.)
-sighs- If any of us are a burden on you I would rather you be happy then put up with us. I appreciate you speaking out; I would feel x2 worse if it got worse for you. I always leave comments on your post, “call me” w/e you need. We have talked on my porch; I said you could come over anytime you needed to. I told you that I would always listen... if my friendship is only causing problems for you I would rather end it where we could at least see each other on the street and smile then wanting to punch each others’ faces in.
I want you to now that I was always right here, I always listened and I always was ready to help, if you didn’t feel it then it was you who ignored it.
If you are leaving in december, at least we can part in peace rather then enemies. If you are ready to shove us all away, at least take with you the good times...