Nov 13, 2003 05:25
There's way too much to even put it all into words. I wish it all weren't so damn comfusing sometimes. There's so much going on with school and then all the rest. Time's at such a premium at the moment. There's school, which is always crazy, but there are other things which are important for me to pursue at the moment. It just all feels so damn promising. Maybe I'm crazy, but perhaps the impossible could happen. Let's all keep hoping for that ever elusive miracle.
How do you know if attraction is welcomed? How do you make it not be weird if it's not? I'm so scared to repeat the mistakes of my past, to read too much into things in that stupid girlish way. It's so dangerous to get my hopes up when I know the price, only too well, of having them dashed.
I know that this all seems confused, but that's the damn thing. I'm so confused. I am so very happy, at the moment, living in the idea that it could be true, that it's not all for nothing. Is ignorance bliss? I seem pretty blissful. To move closer to the mirage may make it disappear. Is it so wrong to stand back and hold onto it's beauty for a while longer?
Unspoken Words - Showoff
Unspoken words are on my mind,
Searching my head for that answer I can't find.
Do I mean anything to you?
Dying inside knowing that we are through.
Blind man inside my head, tell me again,
Not everything begins, but everything must end.
I close the door to feel emotional winds.
Blind man inside my head, tell me again, tell me again...
About those
Unspoken words are on my mind.
Searching my head for those answers I can't find.
Do I mean anything to you?
Dying inside knowing that we are through.
Blind man inside my head tell me again,
Not everything begins, but everything must end.
I close the door to feel emotional winds.
Blind man inside my head tell me again, tell me again
about those unspoken words.