So...
School is majorly stressing me out. Classes are so much harder here and I find it hard to focus. I never thought I'd say it so soon, but I really miss the suburbs. Semesters are so depressing. I miss me some quarter system and Georgia Military College. I just have to buckle down hardcore now and just get through it until December. I have a better idea of the game plan I will initiate next semester. I'm just starting to wonder if I really do deserve to be here. Its hard to say. I'm not that biased to my own selfish wants or so ignorant to my own faults. I am uncannily realistic with myself.
I spent the night at Monica's last night. Everything is going well with her and I. We talked today about where we're going with this thing and we both agreed that we both like to take things slowly. Its crazy. Where did this girl come from and where has she been hiding all these years? Better yet, where is she going? I was really sick today with a cold and told her. She said she would come over to bring me soup and make me tea. Talk about girlfriend material. Little things like that... well, they're priceless. She's a bit tarnished by her past with other women and deathly afraid of me. She's just waiting for me turn into some hideous person and get rid of her. Who does these things to such nice girls like her? Why are there jerks out there like that giving nice guys like me a hard time? I've never treated a girl badly. At least, not intentionally; I am always honest and do my damndest to be forthright. And what about me? Am I reall as nice of a guy as I think I am or others tout me to be? I'm not exactly great girlfriend material. I mean, I always start off awesome but after a few months things get a little stale, and so do I. I shouldn't think so much about it.
As of 2:00 a.m. on October 20th I became a real lesbian. Or at least one step closer, v-card still intact.
I spent the night at Monica's last night. Everything is going well with her and I. We talked today about where we're going with this thing and we both agreed that we both like to take things slowly. Its crazy. Where did this girl come from and where has she been hiding all these years? Better yet, where is she going? I was really sick today with a cold and told her. She said she would come over to bring me soup and make me tea. Talk about girlfriend material. Little things like that... well, they're priceless. She's a bit tarnished by her past with other women and deathly afraid of me. She's just waiting for me turn into some hideous person and get rid of her. Who does these things to such nice girls like her? Why are there jerks out there like that giving nice guys like me a hard time? I've never treated a girl badly. At least, not intentionally; I am always honest and do my damndest to be forthright. And what about me? Am I reall as nice of a guy as I think I am or others tout me to be? I'm not exactly great girlfriend material. I mean, I always start off awesome but after a few months things get a little stale, and so do I. I shouldn't think so much about it.
As of 2:00 a.m. on October 20th I became a real lesbian. Or at least one step closer, v-card still intact.