Sep 08, 2005 21:06
I prayed to God for so long
for you to come
Now you're here
and I don't know what to do
With you
Out of self constrained fear
Is this truly subliminal
or divine?
How did you know
to come now?
I doubt your presence
more than my own
How do I
let this unwind?
I'm so afraid that
you could be nothing
You remind me so much
of what's her name
For all I know
you could be my everything
or just another dame
So yeah... there's a slight glimpse of what I'm feeling right now. Man, I just don't know how to feel lately. I talked with Desiree for a while last night and we talked about alot of different things. Mostly thought about the past and told her about what's going on in my life now. I talked with my mom for a while today... blah is all I can say about that. I just feel so vulnerable lately.