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[lydaedae]

Why you would want me?
I am a complete mess
I do not understand my own thoughts
Sometimes I cannot control my emotions
I can never make up my mind
I think I am plain
And I do not believe you if you tell me otherwise
I question everything
I argue over anything
I can never admit when I am wrong
I cannot stand to be in complete silence
I also cannot sit still for more than a minute
I have a hard time sharing details in my life
I cannot take a joke
It is difficult to make me truly laugh
I “never” answer my phone
I forget everything
I like chick flicks and girlie rock music
I am selfish and petty
I complain about everything
Despite all of these flaws and more,
You still chose to spend your life with me,
That is a mystery I will never understand