Remember
It has been lovely being home. I have had calming days and so much time to be alone in the snow softened forest. It is something that I needed so much, to be with only myself and the cold. To be able to sift through my thoughts like dead leaves and let them go. It has also been a time for missing you. And I do miss you so much. But not for lack of connection, I can still feel it always pulsing and alive. You have not turned to a dusty photograph in my mind, you are like a smell a taste something never lost to dust. And when I think of you it is a like letting out a breath I didn't know I was holding.
Happy New Year.
Happy New Year.