Trip trip trip
I thought I had lost all my CDs and today I found them all in order in there book on top of my car. I feel like the Goddess has been holding me in grace recently. I was crying to myself that I am a ball of yarn with to many ends flying loose all over the place, I lose every thing and I never call any body back(Oh Zach I miss you and Sho). That the only thing I have a handle on is my school work and everything else, my keys, I.D, ear rings, bike, has no hope other than the good hand of the universe. It is just the stress of finals(I will repeat this as though I believed in mantras and this one was mine). I haven't seen Jon in so long and we fight like we will never see each other again, and every time I see the flower delivery man I want to buy a rifle and name it rose. I am a small, cold nosed mess. I said "fuckn'" 3 times in my presentation today, and I am soo lucky Bob just thought it was funny. When I went to apologize later I said "I'm sorry for swearing today in class" and he said "I'm not, you have spunk" he wasn't even talking to my boobs. I don't know what I did to never fall when I trip but I am so grateful.