14 days, 50mg.
1:35am- It's only starting to cave in after staring at my screen willing myself to write and coming up with nothing.
9am- the way the air catches in my throat, the way I'm seeing in a dream and the next moment my eyes are wide open in my room, the way my feet hit the floor, the way my shoulders move differently then they did a few weeks ago.
It's in the way I'm sleeping. Heavy, but without depth.
It's like I don't get cold anymore, like I don't get hot, except in little prickling moments like when my jeans brush the nerve in my hip I walked into a doorway a few days ago and my thigh feels like it's white-hot.
I don't know what this is. the result of finally being done with classes, and what happens when you actually stop for a minute to breathe maybe. or that I've had migraines almost everyday for a week now, which is tiring in its own right, though they're not nearly as bad as any of the migraines I usually get, it's just that it's constant, like the topomax has taken the 2-3 a week and spread them out over every day.
I feel a little zombified.
9am- the way the air catches in my throat, the way I'm seeing in a dream and the next moment my eyes are wide open in my room, the way my feet hit the floor, the way my shoulders move differently then they did a few weeks ago.
It's in the way I'm sleeping. Heavy, but without depth.
It's like I don't get cold anymore, like I don't get hot, except in little prickling moments like when my jeans brush the nerve in my hip I walked into a doorway a few days ago and my thigh feels like it's white-hot.
I don't know what this is. the result of finally being done with classes, and what happens when you actually stop for a minute to breathe maybe. or that I've had migraines almost everyday for a week now, which is tiring in its own right, though they're not nearly as bad as any of the migraines I usually get, it's just that it's constant, like the topomax has taken the 2-3 a week and spread them out over every day.
I feel a little zombified.