peanut-valley-hell wraps. Lunch, anyone?
Had my first day of summer class today, I can't tell you how much I don't have the energy for class right now.
I really need something that will keep my boat afloat to get through this (I feel like I was recently told something to this effect).
I'm not happy about class, and I seem to have made the guy sitting next to me (who, by the way, couldn't figure out how to use his calculator) visible uncomfortable... must be that northampton aura... as my professor says "Northampton is kind of a unique place..." *rolls eyes*
I can't believe I'm going to sit through that crap -and pay for it- through august.
need to see erin. don't really have any energy though. other than for plotting escapes from this place. my mother is entirely nuts by the way, not getting into it, but she's not helping the situation.
So, not happy, missing NC, specifically having a schedule and being with people I enjoy, especially waking up and falling asleep with kristi every night.
I don't understand why I let myself decide to come back up here. I knew it was a bad idea to begin with, I really needed to chill out a little over the summer, and I've effectively guaranteed myself that I won't be as energized going to school this fall, though I know I'm going to need it.
So, generally unhappy, debating buying a plane ticket.
I really need something that will keep my boat afloat to get through this (I feel like I was recently told something to this effect).
I'm not happy about class, and I seem to have made the guy sitting next to me (who, by the way, couldn't figure out how to use his calculator) visible uncomfortable... must be that northampton aura... as my professor says "Northampton is kind of a unique place..." *rolls eyes*
I can't believe I'm going to sit through that crap -and pay for it- through august.
need to see erin. don't really have any energy though. other than for plotting escapes from this place. my mother is entirely nuts by the way, not getting into it, but she's not helping the situation.
So, not happy, missing NC, specifically having a schedule and being with people I enjoy, especially waking up and falling asleep with kristi every night.
I don't understand why I let myself decide to come back up here. I knew it was a bad idea to begin with, I really needed to chill out a little over the summer, and I've effectively guaranteed myself that I won't be as energized going to school this fall, though I know I'm going to need it.
So, generally unhappy, debating buying a plane ticket.