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Last night I saw in the mirror what I think everyone else sees when they see me.
I usually see a very plain looking girl with eyes that are just boring and a face that is only shaped, not sculpted. When I looked in the mirror last night, I saw what everyone tells me I should see: a beatiful chica. She had eyes that didn't need makeup, hair that looked wonderful without being brushed, and so many other things that were pretty. And they didn't go away. Sometimes I will see this chica, but she goes away a moment later. This time, she stuck around for a whole minute or so. I even looked for the plain bitch and she wouldn't appear.
I am shocked. Is this the person that people really see when they see me? I always thought I needed makefup ro make me look pretty. Now Alexis is telling me that he prefers me without (course, part of it has to be that he doesn't like the taste of makeup... hehe). I couldn't see it. But I didn't care about my looks too much because he was distracting me from thinking about it (yup, that is fun).
I really hpoe that I am imagining the plain girl and not the pretty one...
Thank you Alexis for helping me see a new side of myself. Thanks for making me feel pretty
I usually see a very plain looking girl with eyes that are just boring and a face that is only shaped, not sculpted. When I looked in the mirror last night, I saw what everyone tells me I should see: a beatiful chica. She had eyes that didn't need makeup, hair that looked wonderful without being brushed, and so many other things that were pretty. And they didn't go away. Sometimes I will see this chica, but she goes away a moment later. This time, she stuck around for a whole minute or so. I even looked for the plain bitch and she wouldn't appear.
I am shocked. Is this the person that people really see when they see me? I always thought I needed makefup ro make me look pretty. Now Alexis is telling me that he prefers me without (course, part of it has to be that he doesn't like the taste of makeup... hehe). I couldn't see it. But I didn't care about my looks too much because he was distracting me from thinking about it (yup, that is fun).
I really hpoe that I am imagining the plain girl and not the pretty one...
Thank you Alexis for helping me see a new side of myself. Thanks for making me feel pretty