It's been a while
Last time I posted here was a few weeks - if not months - ago. I started using my domain as a blog (again) and slowly stopped posting here. Winter was a rough time. I fell into a huge depression, wishing to be killed, wishing to kill myself. I lost pretty much everything except my sanity. One day, I woke up and decided to take my life in hands. I went to see a doctor who gave me antidepressor and then I met a psychologue whom I didn't like. A few months later I was moving in Québec to start a new life.
It's been a month now, that I started this new life. I didn't find a job yet. It stresses my parents whom stressed me. And I fell in love. I am happy. Québec is a pretty city and there is more things to do than in my little town. I am confident I will find a good job and then everything will be perfect. Sadness is still there, walking around me, but I have my family, my friend and HIM to help me.
So you see, even if you are despaired like me, there is still hope. I really thought nothing good could happen to me anymore. I just had to push myself a little to make beautiful things happen. :)
It's been a month now, that I started this new life. I didn't find a job yet. It stresses my parents whom stressed me. And I fell in love. I am happy. Québec is a pretty city and there is more things to do than in my little town. I am confident I will find a good job and then everything will be perfect. Sadness is still there, walking around me, but I have my family, my friend and HIM to help me.
So you see, even if you are despaired like me, there is still hope. I really thought nothing good could happen to me anymore. I just had to push myself a little to make beautiful things happen. :)