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All of you should be very proud of me...
for the first time in 2 months (and change) I am actually going to hang out with someone on the weekend. I'm going to a party tomorrow... if I don't chicken out first. I hope I don't, but I can't be sure. I have social anxiety, and a lot of work to do this weekend. It's my planning weekend. I was invited though, and she put her arm around me when she invited me... she really wanted me there. Plus, I've turned her down a couple times before, and if I keep turning her down she'll stop asking... I know that. I need to be able to do this.
I'm going to try.
for the first time in 2 months (and change) I am actually going to hang out with someone on the weekend. I'm going to a party tomorrow... if I don't chicken out first. I hope I don't, but I can't be sure. I have social anxiety, and a lot of work to do this weekend. It's my planning weekend. I was invited though, and she put her arm around me when she invited me... she really wanted me there. Plus, I've turned her down a couple times before, and if I keep turning her down she'll stop asking... I know that. I need to be able to do this.
I'm going to try.