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To have "friends" is one thing, but to have friendships are another thing.
Does that make sense? It will only make sense to those to truly have a sense of what it means to be a friend. When you love someone unconditionally, you will do anything for them. Some may even go so far as to say they would take a bullet for a friend. That is only part of the meaning of friendship. It also means that you will tolerate them. A better way of describing, since that sounds so incredibly overexausted during a religious revolution "tolerate," but really when you will have a friendship with someone despite their imperfections. I love imperfections.
Last night i had a glimpse into a prospective friendship. I have decided that I let my guard down this semester. I used to be more strict and careful, now I've turned into someone more like sheet of paper. I can easily be ripped, passed along, bended, anything you want....but no more. I will refuse to let that happen once more. Once i do, it only ends in tears, and not only that, I also end up being behind in my studies....
From now on, my schedule looks like this...hopefully there will be no exceptions!
Monday/Wednesday: wake up at 9. Do homework. Lunch at 12-1. Do homework. Go to class at 2. dinner at 5:30. practice. go to sleep between 12 and 1.
Tuesday: wake up at 9. Homework. Lunch at 12. Class at 12:30-3:30. Homework. Practice in evening, whenever possible
Thursday: wake up at 9. Homework. Lunch at 12. Class at 12:30-3:30. Homework. Practice at 8-930. Swing dancing at 930-1.
Friday: wake up no later than 12. homework, shower, lay around, etc....volunteer at 3. Shabbat (if i make it), dinner at 7...
Weekend: Do homework between 12 and 5...party/drink at night
EXCEPTIONS APPLY RARELY!!!
Does that make sense? It will only make sense to those to truly have a sense of what it means to be a friend. When you love someone unconditionally, you will do anything for them. Some may even go so far as to say they would take a bullet for a friend. That is only part of the meaning of friendship. It also means that you will tolerate them. A better way of describing, since that sounds so incredibly overexausted during a religious revolution "tolerate," but really when you will have a friendship with someone despite their imperfections. I love imperfections.
Last night i had a glimpse into a prospective friendship. I have decided that I let my guard down this semester. I used to be more strict and careful, now I've turned into someone more like sheet of paper. I can easily be ripped, passed along, bended, anything you want....but no more. I will refuse to let that happen once more. Once i do, it only ends in tears, and not only that, I also end up being behind in my studies....
From now on, my schedule looks like this...hopefully there will be no exceptions!
Monday/Wednesday: wake up at 9. Do homework. Lunch at 12-1. Do homework. Go to class at 2. dinner at 5:30. practice. go to sleep between 12 and 1.
Tuesday: wake up at 9. Homework. Lunch at 12. Class at 12:30-3:30. Homework. Practice in evening, whenever possible
Thursday: wake up at 9. Homework. Lunch at 12. Class at 12:30-3:30. Homework. Practice at 8-930. Swing dancing at 930-1.
Friday: wake up no later than 12. homework, shower, lay around, etc....volunteer at 3. Shabbat (if i make it), dinner at 7...
Weekend: Do homework between 12 and 5...party/drink at night
EXCEPTIONS APPLY RARELY!!!