Oct 30, 2004 15:56
I know, its been a while.
Im not too fond of exposing myself to the world through the thing i am immature at, which is of course writing. see, even that makes little sense.
All i know is that i have been completely dissapointed with college. I think im overexagerating, i just had extremely high expectations. let me give you the figures:
60% female
40% males
80% of the 40% of males are GAY. the rest are either too shy, assholes, or dont know they are gay yet (give the freshman 2 years or so)
oh, don't get too excited, thats not all.
the school is HUGE. its impossible to get anything done. the system is shit.
declining dollars suck, campus cash is pointless, meal plans are useless, and the professors are merely puppets of this stupidly beaurocratic NYU sumb system.
I love nyu.
i need to get out more. last night was the first time i got drunk in college. it was fun, i guess. im so used to drinking with my friends at home, or with my parents. it was weird having to worry about people carding me. my parents just give me free drinks, and the liquor stores near my house always sell to me. weird, but exciting, dramatic, dangerous, (maybe im getting a little carried away) but it was definatly a pleasant night out with the girls.
Oh, where to start
i just wont,
i need my camera back
i want my paper graded
i have no clue where i need to go to vote. it doesnt matter, maybe i just wont vote. my vote doesnt count.
yes, all you bitches, im moderate....and im voting for Bush!
Deal with it. i have my reasons, unlike all those dumb leftists in my school that are voting for kerry because they think bush speaks like a dumbass. there are more important things in life than eloquence people. notice, this is coming from someone who doesnt speak english as well as she should.
the only reason im in a bad mood right now is because i have a midterm on monday im scared shitless for, and i have this stupid hw for my writing class. i hate that class. it makes me write too much. i should be doing it instead i complaining, i know. i dont care
dear sylvia,
i miss your incoherent remarks, your goofy smile, and your miscellaneous thoughts. your wonderful.
dear inna,
i love your new hair. i swear.
dear rika,
if we were in the desert dying from starvation. You can eat me. (i promise)
dear mike,
I hate your inconsiderate remarks sometimes. But i love your geniune care for people. 6 years is not too much at all for you.
i would write more, but i really have to get back to studying, i want to enjoy halloween tonight (psss....im gonna be a gypsie!) :)
love,
Elena
p.s. masha, ya teba toche ne zabilia. ;)