last day of school and the weekend.
friday was the last day of school. i dressed up like a hoe. i waited till after school to cry. not to be EXACTLY LIKE TODD or anything, but i feel like i didnt say most of my goodbye's properly. i didnt want to to be honest. i knew if i gave my hugs i would cry. but i wound up feeling worse after school...i cried a lot. i know i wont be seeing some of them anymore, for the dumbest reasons. i mean seriously megan and i have stayed great friends since 8th grade right and she goes to a different school and we stayed close just cause we talk online...but like i know that with people like tera i love them to death but i dont talk to them much out of school...i have no clue why but i dont. im like that with a lot of people and im gonna miss them more than anyone. but anyway...after school was graduation. oh my lord. ok first, i started FREAKIN OUT cause i couldnt find wesley. ok now yall are like "ok wth fag, why would that freak you out?" cause wesley had a solo. i dont DO solos. if he hadnt have showed up i would have had to play it blah blah blah. BUT HE SHOWED UP! and i was like yay. ok anyway. graduation was sad. i screamed for billy haha..yea afterwards i went home and cried again, because i was like "im gonna miss so many people wah!" and yea then it was lake time.
ok so the ride was long. but oh well. it was fun i guess...no sea-doo time. but still fun becuase the water was finally warm, and i didnt freeze when i got in. yea my dad never lets things stay good tho. so he started shit with my mom. yea you want a run down? too bad cause its a long stupid story. long story short tho, my mom cried. it was the first time in like a year ive seen her cry. it made me want to cry too but i remembered the times when i cried and she didnt and it made me feel better that she wouldnt cry when she wanted to. so i just decided to return the favor. whatev. i hate my dad sometimes.
im done now
--<3 always, jessie
[you are the star thats in my sky]