so lost
I talked to Heather tonight for a little bit. I'm trying to make things better between us. I know we both have the potential to make something great but I have to respect her and understand that things might or might not come with time. I really feel sorry for her because of all her stress. Me, her parents, and other things I think. I love her a lot...No matter what she says I really believe we were meant to be together...i mean she is just so...so...Perfect...
so sweet, kind, beautiful
her eyes are so illusive and captivating
she has that pirate smile that can steal you away...
I dont see how I was so mean to her...she was/is the greatest thing that has ever happened to me. She says she has no feeling for me anymore :(, she says there is no spark when our eyes connect. I know its there somewhere....I think she believes I'll hurt her again...but the truth is...i want to take things slower and be the best boyfriend she could ask for. I told her once I would give my life for her, I still hold this...I would give anything...
-Um well also, track has been fun...polevaulting is sweet. Um not much to update really...but yeah
ill write more sometime
so sweet, kind, beautiful
her eyes are so illusive and captivating
she has that pirate smile that can steal you away...
I dont see how I was so mean to her...she was/is the greatest thing that has ever happened to me. She says she has no feeling for me anymore :(, she says there is no spark when our eyes connect. I know its there somewhere....I think she believes I'll hurt her again...but the truth is...i want to take things slower and be the best boyfriend she could ask for. I told her once I would give my life for her, I still hold this...I would give anything...
-Um well also, track has been fun...polevaulting is sweet. Um not much to update really...but yeah
ill write more sometime