Jun 21, 2006 20:29
Physics is calling my name, but I'm not answering. OWNED.
it's such a ridiculous amount of time that these tests are stretched over that they don't mean anything to me anymore. but of course, motivation has left me long ago.
I'm really pondering the missing motivation these days, though. why don't I have any energy? why can't I focus? why don't I care about my future? why do I just want to be a construction worker? I used to blame a vitamin B12 deficiency, but I'm starting to think that info-mercials lie sometimes.
sometimes.
I wanted to make a mental list of things I should do this summer. but I'm not going to. knowing me, I wouldn't get around to doing any of it. because I'm a waste like that.