Sep 21, 2002 01:36
last nite me and chris got into our first huge fight...as usual it started out stupid as hell mostly bcuz of a misunderstanding but then it turned ugly!! his friend matt dropped of my bro and since they dont hang out anymore they usually talk whenever they see each other...i over heard them a lil and assumed they were talking shit about me so i got pissed as hell...i started to yell at chris about it after matt left and chris got pissed and went to his car to drive away...i got so pissed i screamed "GO AHEAD AND ITS OVER"...he closed the car door and walked back up to me and leaned against my mums car in anger...10 mins later after we calmed down we hugged kissed and said sorry... and its not like we can have great make up sex bcuz this morning i got my period so we gotta wait until Wednesday...GrRr it knows when to show up and kill shit doesnt it??
i have never felt that low in my life...im still in shock bcuz i never wud have thought those words wud ever cum outta my mouth but they did and wuts dun is dun...i apologized up the ass for it but that still doesnt make up for the fact i still hurt him...