Ugh tummy
So I've been working at ABC (Associated Benefits Corp) for a few months now. I started in November as a temp file clerk. I did such a good job that they wanted to hire me on. Well at the time I was planning on starting school full time online. So I was only working 4 hours a day. My title is Retirement Plans Clerk. Basically I deal with the 401-k and Defined Benefits for the companies ABC works with.
Well a few weeks back I decided I wasn't enjoying the online classes. I was taking classes I thought I would love and wasn't doing the homework. So I dropped the classes and started to work 6 hours a day. I'm planing on moving out of my parents place and into one of my own. I feel that I need to have something drastic change in my life for me to find my motivation and ambition.
I've got a boyfriend now. It's a bit complicated though. I don't really want to get into on here. He is a great guy and even thought we have only been together a short time, we have gone through so much together. The emergancey room 3 differnt times, tears, and joy. We spend so much time together and it feels right. It seems so familar, like something I use to do all the time. He tells me how wonderful I am all the time and it's really helping my self esteem. I'm actually starting to believe it myself. I really feel no doubt in my heart. I don't question anything. It's such an unfamilar comfort and at the same time it feels natural. I only wish that things weren't so complex. I know we can work through it though.
Anyway, I've decided that I'm going to try to drink coffee. Mostly because it is free at work and I really don't like Mt. Dew. There is only one real problem.... I don't like the taste of coffee.. it's like mud water. So I've tried adding a chocolate carmel creamer. That seems to help the taste, but the after taste is what really gets me. So I put a cube of sugar in it and it helps the bitter bite from the after taste. However, now I need to be eatting something in the morning, because my tummy is really upset with the fact that I haven't eatten but had a cup of coffee.
Well break time is up. Have a great day everyone! ^_^
Well a few weeks back I decided I wasn't enjoying the online classes. I was taking classes I thought I would love and wasn't doing the homework. So I dropped the classes and started to work 6 hours a day. I'm planing on moving out of my parents place and into one of my own. I feel that I need to have something drastic change in my life for me to find my motivation and ambition.
I've got a boyfriend now. It's a bit complicated though. I don't really want to get into on here. He is a great guy and even thought we have only been together a short time, we have gone through so much together. The emergancey room 3 differnt times, tears, and joy. We spend so much time together and it feels right. It seems so familar, like something I use to do all the time. He tells me how wonderful I am all the time and it's really helping my self esteem. I'm actually starting to believe it myself. I really feel no doubt in my heart. I don't question anything. It's such an unfamilar comfort and at the same time it feels natural. I only wish that things weren't so complex. I know we can work through it though.
Anyway, I've decided that I'm going to try to drink coffee. Mostly because it is free at work and I really don't like Mt. Dew. There is only one real problem.... I don't like the taste of coffee.. it's like mud water. So I've tried adding a chocolate carmel creamer. That seems to help the taste, but the after taste is what really gets me. So I put a cube of sugar in it and it helps the bitter bite from the after taste. However, now I need to be eatting something in the morning, because my tummy is really upset with the fact that I haven't eatten but had a cup of coffee.
Well break time is up. Have a great day everyone! ^_^